Nope am not delusional, I actually stated in my original post "So I will soon find myself in the position of of having a 10/10 body" and then later stated "I'll be out less than 10-12 grand for all of it, but it just to embarrassing to to have the build of greek god but look like just any other dude from the neck above where people see you first anyways. I am honestly scarred ****-less of both the surgery and how people in my life will react to me jumping 2 points in attractiveness with obvious plastic surgery. "
I expect to look like the picture right above Arnold by mid November as I cut my fat down to the single digits. And that'll just be my starting point for my next blast which will take me to where I want to be by Spring of next year, if I can't meet or exceed my current pace of progress which I will exceed it since I will hiring a prep coach (not for contest but to get more out of the next blast) and using every tool required to get the job done (Which I didn't do before) that's only 7 months away, which is scary because I haven't even gotten my wisdom teeth pulled yet.
I am to fat to look like a greek god right now, but I will get there very quickly due to my extreme rate of progression. Here is what I've done so far at about 11ish weeks in. The first picture (taken 3 days post injection) is when I first though that I could see some chest definition coming in (althou was probably just from the pump), and by week 6ish I was I was shocked and euphoric at how well it was going, the second picture was taken just today. I had never trained with weights (some light machine work from time to time) or had any appreciable muscle tone previously but was able to self teach myself very quickly courtesy of Jeff Nippard and John Meadows providing all the useful information I could need over at YouTube. I honestly didn't even think the steroids were working because I looked even worst than the first picture until the second week, I got sad that I ****ed it up so bad and started binge eating junk food like crazy (because I was worried that I was doomed to be ugly forever) but fortunately I was still training since I liked the way the muscles looked afterwards) So I started making sure I ate enough protein and the hint of results motivated me start taking the diet and training very seriously. I went from 160 to 188 well leaning out just a little bit in the process and I honestly am still in shock that it worked. I am certain that I can move the needle even faster going forward due to improving my diet, training, and drug regiment all in unison.
I still feel like I have no ****ing idea what I'm doing (hence the coach) but every 3-5 days I look even bigger and leaner (Test is ****ing magical!). I've been ugly my entire life and in 12 weeks and like 80$ of test later and it got so much ****ing better. It feels to strange, when I see myself in the mirror now it takes me a minute to believe it's really me. I feel like an alien/superhuman now staring back at me due to how much the hormones changed my body and mindset. Every-time I run into someone who knew me before they notice and comment/complement me, it's on of the best feelings I've ever experienced especially girls notice. I get why people take this hobby so far now, I can't wait to finish the metamorphosis. It will be so nice to look even better, much better actually than those greek god statues because those poor bastards didn't even have creatine/modern exercise and diet science to help them along. Invalid Link Removed
They are admired all around the world for thousands of years by millions of people, and I will look better than them with less than a year in the gym. Modern science is a wonderful thing gentleman.