Well at least you are young and and not too stupid, you seem to know what you are doing. It might not be a popular view, but I'm a proponent of the theory that the younger your HPTA is, the easier it is to recover from AAS as long as you don't really **** up your pct or on cycle support (use HCG and an AI as soon as your cycle starts), and if you can manage and monitor your BP and lipids and have financial resources (really important) to deal with unforeseen issues or whatever tests/medical expenditures you might incur while you are using, go for it!