not sure why you were taking lexapro, but I was taking 20mg per day for generalized anxiety/social anxiety for about a year. One day I decided to stop taking it because, as odd as it sounds, i couldn't feel emotions aside from a pretty much neutral state. I didnt have too much of a side effect form going off it, but I do remember reading somewhere that you are not supposed to stop Lexapro cold turkey like I did, because people who are taking it for High/Very High anxiety and/or depression might get thoughts of suicide and such like that. I agree with the above that you should ask your doctor about a natural alternative.