I know inside I dont want to go. Ill take myso I will have the intensity like I had before. Forgive my appetie is kinda whack due to everything. Im eatting now which is good bc I havent really been eatting. Tommorow going to hop back on my eca and run my ass off. Ima train like I never did before. Ima tell myself ima get huge and get ripped lik never before. Then people around will see im never looked so good like this before! Damn right we in it togther and we stick to it!