I feel like that jedi kid before he became darth vadar like im really contemplating taking epistane or not, one hour im like YES im definetly doing it the next hour im like mabey i shouldn't. I have all the supplies i need epi cycle support supps, a good PCT with serm. But i cant help but worry about the risks ****ing up my body or the results not being worth it. I try to justify it by saying hey everyone does something bad Alcohol, cigarettes, mollys, etc so whats a PH to that at least im trying to get in shape. i dont know anyone in the real world to talk to about this so I need some support.
first off, how old are you? give some more information so people like me dont assume the worse. im gonna assume youre decently young
ok now then. if youre questioning whether its worth it or not, then dont do it. its as simple as that. if youre worried before the cycle even starts, then youre gonna flip the fuk out the instant something goes wrong. even if its nothing, youll attribute it to the steroid and itll wreck your cycle. an example would be a bug bite on your chest and you thinking its early stages of gyno because its itchy and sensitive (happens all the time)
and if youre asking yourself that question, it sounds like what youre really saying is "i think i can do this on my own right now. is the steroid worth the possible risks?" well if thats the case, then no its not
idk how much experience you have in lifting, but if you dont have at least 2 years of solid effort, the cycle is a waste of money, time, and risk. reason being that its very rare for people to pick up all the diet and training skills needed to keep gains during pct in 2 years. most of the time, people still dont even know wtf theyre doing after 2 years lol
dont try to justify by saying everyone picks their poison. thats you trying to convince yourself into doing it