PhantomReaper
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I have no doubt that my Time is winding down..It's painful obvious..not just to me..!!
Both my bud, Gabriel and I are battered, tethered and torn from the 11 year war..
Won a lot, Lost more..still tallying the Score it seems..Who knows..
At some point..you will pause..step back and stare into Oblivion...Grab some dirt and Raise the Black Flag..One Final Charge..
Before That Time can come..
A Choice must be Made..
And
Only One..!!
To Quit...
or
To FIGHT...
Eleven years ago..I chose Fight..
I have MCL(11 yrs) and CLL(3 yrs)..
Internal bleeding problems..
Server neck nerve damage..
Bleeding ulcer..
Some Head issues from over 20 falls..4 near fatal..
Nearly died 3 times from Internal bleeding and once from C, in the last 4 years..
WBC 28 currently..as high as 45.5
Not One Day...have a Bowed to C..
Instead I've pushed back and stole Nearly 11 years..
You don't have to Beat C...You Only need to Stand Up Against C..
I know my Time is short, I'm come to Peace with It..and God..
I Never wanted to be remembered as the Guy who beat C..
No..
I Want to be remembered as that Guy..that C made into a Better Man..!!
He was Know as Z...
Both my bud, Gabriel and I are battered, tethered and torn from the 11 year war..
Won a lot, Lost more..still tallying the Score it seems..Who knows..
At some point..you will pause..step back and stare into Oblivion...Grab some dirt and Raise the Black Flag..One Final Charge..
Before That Time can come..
A Choice must be Made..
And
Only One..!!
To Quit...
or
To FIGHT...
Eleven years ago..I chose Fight..
I have MCL(11 yrs) and CLL(3 yrs)..
Internal bleeding problems..
Server neck nerve damage..
Bleeding ulcer..
Some Head issues from over 20 falls..4 near fatal..
Nearly died 3 times from Internal bleeding and once from C, in the last 4 years..
WBC 28 currently..as high as 45.5
Not One Day...have a Bowed to C..
Instead I've pushed back and stole Nearly 11 years..
You don't have to Beat C...You Only need to Stand Up Against C..
I know my Time is short, I'm come to Peace with It..and God..
I Never wanted to be remembered as the Guy who beat C..
No..
I Want to be remembered as that Guy..that C made into a Better Man..!!
He was Know as Z...
