I know - I haven't had it tested recently, but my TT is probably 200 or less. My libido and erectile function is most definitely impaired. I need more sleep than most. I don't respond to exercise the way I used to.
How old are you? If you are 60 then so be it. If 35 then you may go downhill. Fast. Life should be more than a test of endurance and was/is getting simply annoying.
It doesn't effect my mood. I feel good emotionally and have all kinds of things going on in my life.
I envy you. This pathetic BS hits me hardest here despite my conscious efforts to the contrary.
Metabolically, I am fine. I eat pretty carefully. MY fasting blood sugar, serum insulin, Hba1c and lipid panel are all in good shape.
Are you aware that there are many, many studies showing a direct correlation between low T and many life shortening issues? This is not avoidable. I personally was sensing beginning insulin resistance despite good diet and exercise.
Now, mind you, I would like to have it all - busy professional life, boundless energy, great sex life, etc. But for me, TRT in its current state can't deliver it. I might be able to get closer if I were willing to turn myself into a science project as many do who post to these boards. But I don't have the time and the inclination for it.
I too would like to have it all. But, the crippling fatigue and malaise really suck, to be blunt. Really takes all joy out of life and renders life more of a chore than anything else. I do 100% agree that way too many here become endless science projects and spend way too much time obsessing over every lab result, which they repeat weekly if not more. Remember, however, that these boards tend to attract people like this. I wouldn't be surprised if there are 1000 satisified people out there for every obsessed one here.
And, if a solution comes along, I will definitely give it a trial.
But, overall, I feel I am better off without TRT than with.
Are you sure you are better off? Ever tried it? Perhaps you'll be one of the "normal" ones who just feel better, especially with hcg to preserve your testes. Your decline, like mine up until sudden erectile issues, may have been so gradual that you've forgotten how to feel and who you really are.
But, in order to feel that way, I have had to sacrifice the view that I have to have it all.
There is a difference between trying to have it all at a level not appropriate for your age and willingly allowing yourself to decline and suffer needless physical ailments.
Nobody is more pro "find a cure" than me, but at some point one must realize his body has broken. Perhaps a trial basis might be appropriate, with the right Dr.