CEDeoudes59
USA HOCKEY
I remember my few years of training - diet wasn't half as good as today, equipment I used wasn't half as good as today - but my motivation was.
I had a burning desire to train. Even if the gains were marginal.
The psychological game with androgens is not something I expected. A trip to the gym now, not on a certain supplement or hormone seems almost pointless. It's like I don't believe I can make natural gains anymore. And I know this isn't the case, I swear I do. I don't slack on my diet, but still - the burning motivation isn't there.
Before it more fun. I was 6'1'' 175lbs 7% BF, but damn I thought I was strong and massive. I was for highschool I guess.
Just today, its turned from a fun game to a game of strictly "science". I am educated to make better gains than ever, but I don't consistantly have fun anymore.
I have my moments, but the motivation goes away.
It doesn't make sense though. I worry about my body more so that ever today. The Diet is great, supplements are taken at proper times. I don't drink. I look in every mirror I pass. I have a positive attitude, get to the gym, do a couple sets, and then I want to go home. But I don't come home, I stay there and finish the workout (because I have to) not because I want to.
We all have these days, but it comes too often for me.
I come home and think about where my motivation went.
I don't have a training partner and that would definitily help me.
Any suggestions or thoughts are appriciated.
Any personal experiences in dealing with the psychological effects of androgens are definitly welcome.
I just hope someone says something that will make this fun again.
I had a burning desire to train. Even if the gains were marginal.
The psychological game with androgens is not something I expected. A trip to the gym now, not on a certain supplement or hormone seems almost pointless. It's like I don't believe I can make natural gains anymore. And I know this isn't the case, I swear I do. I don't slack on my diet, but still - the burning motivation isn't there.
Before it more fun. I was 6'1'' 175lbs 7% BF, but damn I thought I was strong and massive. I was for highschool I guess.
Just today, its turned from a fun game to a game of strictly "science". I am educated to make better gains than ever, but I don't consistantly have fun anymore.
I have my moments, but the motivation goes away.
It doesn't make sense though. I worry about my body more so that ever today. The Diet is great, supplements are taken at proper times. I don't drink. I look in every mirror I pass. I have a positive attitude, get to the gym, do a couple sets, and then I want to go home. But I don't come home, I stay there and finish the workout (because I have to) not because I want to.
We all have these days, but it comes too often for me.
I come home and think about where my motivation went.
I don't have a training partner and that would definitily help me.
Any suggestions or thoughts are appriciated.
Any personal experiences in dealing with the psychological effects of androgens are definitly welcome.
I just hope someone says something that will make this fun again.