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  1. Middle Age Is A Great Excuse To Blast And Cruise

    Libido died about a week ago. Hair on top is definitely thinning. I am thinking of stopping self-treatment and waiting till I can afford a doc. I no longer train at all. I just don't care at all anymore about how much I can lift or how big I am.
  2. Middle Age Is A Great Excuse To Blast And Cruise

    Did it. Just riding out our last couple months living together. Also, I FINALLY went to DAILY low dose. Looks like that did the trick. I'm doing 10 - 12.5 mg of TE every day. Horniness is through the roof. I get aroused easily and have intense wet dreams. No AI necessary so far, though I have...
  3. Middle Age Is A Great Excuse To Blast And Cruise

    Settled on this: E3.5D (Sun a.m., Wed p.m.): 62.5 mg Test E + 12.5 mg Aromasin It seems that smaller and more frequent dosing isn't doing enough to manage e2 levels so I'm giving up on that. Going to a more convenient schedule in which I dose asin twice weekly concurrent with the e3.5d...
  4. Middle Age Is A Great Excuse To Blast And Cruise

    Okay. But I got some more lab work and it looks like my kidney function came roaring back. I am well over 100 again at 110. Also my e2 is consistently just 5 over the range. So I let myself up my dose to 30 mg eod of Test E and I've been taking asin 12.5 mg e2d or e3d. I started filling out...
  5. Middle Age Is A Great Excuse To Blast And Cruise

    Morning wood, mood, and libido had been going down. I had been keeping the dose closer to 13 or 14 than to 15. But yesterday I went just a little over 15 g and today my erection woke me up. I was thinking sub-15g was a little too low. But I was being hyper-cautious because of my last readings...
  6. Middle Age Is A Great Excuse To Blast And Cruise

    Libido has been really up and down, but mostly down. Again, lots of situational stress: moving, work, relationships, investments. I think the higher e2 really is messing with me. In fact I think it has always been the problem. I've always had low SHBG and therefore even a small amount of...
  7. Middle Age Is A Great Excuse To Blast And Cruise

    Much to my relief I woke up with strong morning wood. Always a good sign, but especially after I skipped an injection. Libido is low, though, about 2.5/10. Started back today with 13 - 15 mg. Got some Asin on the way and will probably use a little to take the edge off what will probably still...
  8. Middle Age Is A Great Excuse To Blast And Cruise

    My low SHBG has my free T 50% over range on this baby dose. That free T is then available for e2 conversion. I skipped my last eod injection to let my hormone levels dip a bit. That's an extra two days to starve the aromatization process of new fuel. Ideally my excessive free T and e2 levels...
  9. Middle Age Is A Great Excuse To Blast And Cruise

    I would say so. I read about low-dosers who start around 60 test C per week and most graduate to 80 and some as high as 100. But there are those who do best by moving toward 40 per week. Looks like I am one of those. I had a feeling this would happen based on my results a year ago. I was over...
  10. Middle Age Is A Great Excuse To Blast And Cruise

    Bloodwork shows my total and free test and e2 are all elevated after exactly six weeks of 20-22 mg test-E eod. Testosterone, Total LC/MS/MS 779 ng/dL [trough], RR 250-1100 ng/dL Testosterone, Free 271.5 pg/mL, RR 35-155 pg/mL Estradiol, Ultrasensitive LC/MS/MS 54 pg/mL, RR <= 29 pg/mL Sex...
  11. Middle Age Is A Great Excuse To Blast And Cruise

    Also it looks like my libido is coming back, but only under the extreme circumstances of new potential sexual partners. I don't walk around prone to sexual thoughts, but if a novel female seems receptive, I start getting sexually excited. Kind of a tricky problem now that I'm in a committed...
  12. Middle Age Is A Great Excuse To Blast And Cruise

    Still on 20-22 mg test enth eod. Morning wood is good, but overall libido still wanting. I need to get blood work next week, but others have pointed out that my blood pressure meds and anti-depressants are probably contributing to my problems. If my trough T levels are low, I will up dose to...
  13. Middle Age Is A Great Excuse To Blast And Cruise

    Paused bench up to 175 for two triples, then DB rows with the 100s. For months I have not wanted to go to the gym. It's so nice to have some motivation back along with the strong drive to push iron. My mood is better and I am feeling and acting more assertively. Right-dosing test is the...
  14. Middle Age Is A Great Excuse To Blast And Cruise

    4/27: zero MW, but I did only get three hours sleep. Still think I would do better with lower injection dose eod. Really need to watch out for e2 spikes. 4/28 Update: Decent MW. Stronger than yesterday, but not as strong as a first one a few days ago. This is a about 60 hours after my shot...
  15. Middle Age Is A Great Excuse To Blast And Cruise

    I did some digging and found that in Jan, 2017 I had single-digit and teen levels for SHBG. Also I was dosing 30 mg test-E eod and had trough levels over 1300 ng/dL total test. 30 mg is 105 mg per week, or 73.5 mg of test per week. That is definitely just on the near-supraphysiological side of...
  16. Middle Age Is A Great Excuse To Blast And Cruise

    4/25: no libido last night or MW this morning. Injected 30 mg test-E this evening. Maybe I should inject smaller amounts E2D instead of E3.5D. Looks like I peak about 48 hours after the injection then dip hard the day after the peak. Went to gym today for first time in months and paused back...
  17. Middle Age Is A Great Excuse To Blast And Cruise

    Thank you for posting this! My entire frame of reference has now shifted along these lines: 60-80 mg test C or E = TRT cruise for libido and well-being 80-100 mg = mix of health and PE 100 - 120 = blast for PE wih risk to health benefit <120 = unnecessary with ever-growing risk of...
  18. Middle Age Is A Great Excuse To Blast And Cruise

    My testosterone was probably twice as high in my early 20's, yet I couldn't seem to gain weight back then. I did GOMAD for two years and powerlifted seriously in my 30's and got up to 185 with a milk paunch. But now on the other side of AAS without any recent or current supplementation or...
  19. Middle Age Is A Great Excuse To Blast And Cruise

    Spoke too soon. Just very brief MW this morning before injection and nothing else all day. What happened with my levels that after 2.5 days I had healthy MW and decent libido for just a day? Test level peaked then fell? Looking forward to more libido as levels stabilize. Update 4/23: Wet dream...
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