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  1. Middle Age Is A Great Excuse To Blast And Cruise

    Thanks as always Hyde. I take that advice very seriously. I have good news. Just hit double bodyweight beltless back squat PAUSED for a 2-count. I weighed 188 today. 365 went easily and 380 went hard. But it went. Gear has kicked in hard. I may get 405 as early as next week.

  2. Middle Age Is A Great Excuse To Blast And Cruise

    Yeah. My addictions seem to have lost all power over me. I don't even think about porn anymore. I want women in real life. The only problem there is I want NEW and multiple women as opposed to my beautiful, busty, blonde, and fully committed partner. But that is something that has always been...

  3. Middle Age Is A Great Excuse To Blast And Cruise

    I JUST saw this. Varies, but usually around six weeks. That's when I usually start getting injured and have to roll back after a short break.

  4. Middle Age Is A Great Excuse To Blast And Cruise

    Took a couple of days off because of minor injury and today started my last six-week training cycle before the meet. And I crushed it! Got a few reps with 425 on the high bar back squat with belt and light wraps. I still only weigh about 185-187, too. I warmed up with some paused squats thrown...

  5. Middle Age Is A Great Excuse To Blast And Cruise

    I have decided against using tren for now. I may go with tren no ester in the last weeks leading up to the meet, but that's more unlikely than not. I just don't want to deal with the prolactin, libido issues, blood pressure spikes, shortness of breath, rage spikes, and anxiety. I've been so...

  6. Middle Age Is A Great Excuse To Blast And Cruise

    Last time it was medium tren with low test. Something like 350 mg tren and 180 test. Last year I had more luck with high test like 1g and low tren. The latter got me to my best bench and squat. Shoot. Now I am thinking of adding low tren to peak for this meet...

  7. Middle Age Is A Great Excuse To Blast And Cruise

    Just 150 test enth ED. I am probably going to sneak EQ back in if I find my knees start giving me trouble. But right now, it's pure test. I think the ED application is helping me keep e2 under control, too. BTW, I now realize how much tren was killing me. High BP, breathing like an asthmatic on...

  8. Middle Age Is A Great Excuse To Blast And Cruise

    Thanks, Hyde! I really appreciate that. I'm happy to report that my mood is still stable and I don't feel like even drinking anymore, much less using anything harder: the usual triggers are having zero effect. I spend my time doing constructive things instead of the deleterious. I am having a...

  9. Middle Age Is A Great Excuse To Blast And Cruise

    I missed a couple of meals back to back last week and depleted my glycogen stores. Lost almost eight pounds of water so I'm down from 191-192 to a much tighter looking 184-185 where I have remained for days. It's okay, though, because my strength is still there. I'm closing in on paused back...

  10. Middle Age Is A Great Excuse To Blast And Cruise

    I appreciate you all continuing to participate in this discussion. I have good news finally. 1) I am getting stronger steadily. The results were mostly in my upper body until this week (due to higher AR density, of course), but squat is gaining now, too. I am benching 255 for reps and repping...

  11. Middle Age Is A Great Excuse To Blast And Cruise

    I'd read that several places about RC caber being garbage. That's why I've been putting up with the nausea from RC Prami (which has been very good at getting rid of prolactin). I'll try to source some pharma Cabergoline. I have tried very many things that are supposed to be good for libido and...

  12. Middle Age Is A Great Excuse To Blast And Cruise

    I have run Prami with tren before. It brought my prolactin down from double digits to zero. But this time around the Prami (same source) is just making me too sick even with tiny, tiny doses. But I've seen as many reports of tren killing libido as I see of tren increasing libido. I seem to be...

  13. Middle Age Is A Great Excuse To Blast And Cruise

    Only got one rep with 315 on the back squat, yet again. Libido is entirely gone. I'm frustrated enough to harm myself and others. I've dropped tren as of tonight. I know it's kicking in because my anxiety is up and I am breathing heavy after a single flight of stairs. But zero strength gains...

  14. Middle Age Is A Great Excuse To Blast And Cruise

    I have run every conceivable frequency, volume, intensity combo over the years. I've squatted every day. I've squatted twice every day. I've Smoloved. I've Russian Squat Routine. I've Starting Strengthed. I've "Westsided". My most impressive squatting ever came from getting on 1g total of test...

  15. Middle Age Is A Great Excuse To Blast And Cruise

    I went from waking up at 178 a couple weeks ago to waking up at 188 this week. People are commenting again -- unbidden by me -- about my muscularity, V-taper, etc. But I'm still not seeing any improvements in strength. Not sure what to make of that. I know four or five pounds of this weight is...

  16. Middle Age Is A Great Excuse To Blast And Cruise

    Nothing's working at this level right now. Whatever I'm taking is not getting me back to my bests. Yet again there is no improvement and I struggled to squat 295 and pull 435. I was grudgingly okay with these numbers two weeks ago, but I really should have seen improvements of 20 lbs at least on...

  17. Middle Age Is A Great Excuse To Blast And Cruise

    Hey, Hyde! I am actually going very hard, but just not getting results yet. My bench quickly stalled, my squat has barely moved, while my deadlift seems to be progressing fine. I use the enanthate estered version for everything because it's so much cheaper, but it takes about six weeks to...

  18. Middle Age Is A Great Excuse To Blast And Cruise

    I fell down a hole, but it helped me want to get better. I am getting the neurochemical pharmeceutical assistance I need for my bipolar disorder, anxiety, and ADD. I have a really hard time staying happy and focused and with self-soothing...which is why I self-medicate. But I'm looking for ways...

  19. Middle Age Is A Great Excuse To Blast And Cruise

    Got bloodwork results. My thyroid values are mostly mid-range, i.e. about perfect. Finally dialed in the perfect does of 12.5 mg methimazole per day. TSH: 2.02 uIU/mL range 0.40 - 4.20 uIU/mL T3, total: 86 ng/dL range 50 - 170 ng/dL T4, free: 0.9 ng/dL range 0.8-1.7 ng/dL And my 32 was the...

  20. Middle Age Is A Great Excuse To Blast And Cruise

    I WAS. I was fighting the e2 levels from 1000 mg per week. I stopped recently. BW tomorrow. Will see where my e2 is in six weeks and go from there. Joints feeling so good though! I spent the afternoon sprinting with my little greyhound puppy. That sort of thing hasn't been possible for years...
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