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  1. RPN Havoc Log!

    oh by the way, BP is 132/76. Tested yesterday.

  2. RPN Havoc Log!

    I've only taken 10mg. My reasoning is that most of all need to test my bodies reaction to it. I'm starting full on pct in 6 days. I'll probably wait to take more until then. However, it has made my temperament and lethargy many times better. I don't feel sluggish and depressed now. Granted that...

  3. RPN Havoc Log!

    Oh by the way, as of this morning, I weigh 281. My weight seems to have stabilized at around 12 pounds above what I started at.

  4. RPN Havoc Log!

    Day 32 of 38. Nolva made me feel a lot better. Not so lethargic, and not as foggy. Looking smaller for some reason. Maybe it's just me being paranoid. I always look a bit deflated in the days following a heavy workout, but we'll see. I have 6 days left. 50mg every day. I've been doing "iron...

  5. RPN Havoc Log!

    Oh okay good. Can I mix it with juices or water etc?

  6. RPN Havoc Log!

    Also guys, my nolva smells like rubbing alcohol. Is that normal, or is it faked?

  7. RPN Havoc Log!

    I've always been a big guy and therefor had some type of extraneous breast fat. But, I do actually have a strong suspicion that I've developed minor gyno. My body definitely has a bit of an estrogenic reaction to steroids (or at least this one). I know that epi isn't a "wet" substance, but I...

  8. RPN Havoc Log!

    Day 31. 11 (maybe less) days left. I don't think I have enough left to last 11 days at 40mg. I do have enough for 7 at 50mg though. So it's looks like this will be a 38 day cycle instead of a 42 but that's no big deal. I lifted heavy yesterday, so I'm sore. I wish I could have worked out legs...

  9. RPN Havoc Log!

    Back pumps. Too late to order taurine though. It'll get here 4 days before the cycle is over anyways. Just thought I'd note.

  10. RPN Havoc Log!

    Day 30: I've been taking 40mg since I counted them a little lower than they should be. I started taking an AI called arimistane, and from what I can tell it's working. But not entirely in my favor. I'm more alert and less lethargic, but my aggression is almost out of control. The gym today is...

  11. RPN Havoc Log!

    Day 29: I'm glad that I only have 13 days of this left. I'm always a driven person. Hell, I'm patient and hard working enough to endure 4 hellish years of public college, and now med school, along with a part time job and the gym. However, this lethargic side effect is messing that up. All I can...

  12. RPN Havoc Log!

    I think that's what it is... When I was dosing 50mg I must have taken 60mg a few times. Oh well, 5 1/2 weeks can't be that much different from 6.

  13. RPN Havoc Log!

    Late one month log: been 28 days exactly, and I'm great. Dead lifted today, hit a new bench PR ( which I hadn't done in 4 or 5 months). Before and afters are astonishing. Mysteriously, I only have enough to run 40mg for 10 more days. Weird. That's all for now.

  14. RPN Havoc Log!

    the entirety of my social group is a mix of doctors and aspiring doctors, yet I still can't gain access to some test... And I actually try that. The breakfast part, not the small meal part. Going off of my own medical knowledge, small placed out meals has no real scientific backing. But the...

  15. RPN Havoc Log!

    I never really needed it. They're not that bad. I have a pretty high pain tolerance. I've gained 16 pounds, a LOT of size, and a little less strength than I was expecting but I'm not a power lifter so I'm not sweating it. Eating is an issue. It's so hard. I'm honestly never hungry. How has...

  16. RPN Havoc Log!

    yeah, I'm definitely not doing this again (if I ever do) until I'm under 15%. My arms are pretty lean. Most of my weight is carried in my midsection. I'd say that my arms would probably be 16" if I was lower bf%.

  17. RPN Havoc Log!

    thanks. Wasn't too sure on the dosage. I'll most likely do 20/20/20/20 because I ordered exactly 28 days worth for 20mg a day.

  18. RPN Havoc Log!

    Maybe 20mg or 30mg for 3 or four weeks actually.

  19. RPN Havoc Log!

    Just ordered some nolva called tamosolut. 10mg per ml, and 60ml bottle. I'm going to do 40mg for two weeks, and take the revolution pct + pure test that I bought when I got the havoc. Might have to cut the cycle at like 5 1/2 weeks, not sure if I have enough caps for a full six weeks because...

  20. RPN Havoc Log!

    Day 27: it's my day off, and I'm feeling weird. I'm so bloated that it actually hurts to eat. It's like my stomach is constantly stuffed with air, or a ton of food. I'm not even gassy, so it's weird. My goal in this was to gain as much as possible, and keep as much of it as possible when I got...
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