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  1. RPN Havoc Log!

    I may be psyching myself out... Pictures show that I look the same. I started taking hydroxycut again because of the energy and focus that it gives me. I don't seem to react badly to it now, could have been an Epistane related reaction before. I'm tapering down to 20mg of nolva today.

  2. RPN Havoc Log!

    Sorry, I haven't updated in a while. I've been going through some problems personally (unrelated to this). I've kept most of my strength, and lost most of my size. I'm still larger than when I started, however my chest is inciting self reflective questions of "do I even lift?". My appetite is...

  3. RPN Havoc Log!

    I've been in PCT for a whole week today. Just realized that I forgot to take my doses today so I'll have to do it when I get out of work tonight. I feel fine, my gyno situation seems to be stagnating. Might have been an initial estrogen rebound that calmed down. My muscles look flat. My...

  4. RPN Havoc Log!

    I'm assuming that the huge difference in strength is due to me cutting carbohydrates out of my diet recently. It's always made me weaker.

  5. RPN Havoc Log!

    PCT day 6: I haven't seen a significan difference. I can feel myself losing size, which is troublesome. I lost a little bit of strength, 'nothing incredible. 10 reps turned to 5-6 reps for bench on the weight that I was using before. I'm using 30mg of nolva for now. This bottle definitely...

  6. RPN Havoc Log!

    Definitely losing some strength. Could be lack of carbs.

  7. RPN Havoc Log!

    Not sure if gyno or fat at this point. Got the quickest shipping on nolva. Upped AI. Not much else. I'll be going to gym In a little while. Strength report then.

  8. RPN Havoc Log!

    I'm glad I got this out of my system. I've been natty this entire time and there was always that aspect of "what if" going on in my head. I've come to the conclusion that I like the natty lifestyle a bit more, but the effort and resources needed to use steroids has given me a new respect for...

  9. RPN Havoc Log!

    I'm definitely increasing the AI. I'll work out the details on the dosage of nolva as soon as I find out how soon I can have a new bottle

  10. RPN Havoc Log!

    I do in fact seem to be developing a bit of gyno. I hope my nolva isn't fake... I'll be upping doses of all of my AI, and increasing carb cuts to minimize fat gain. Rebound seems to be an issue for me. Ordering more nolva. I would rather be broke than femininely well-endowed. Good news; the...

  11. RPN Havoc Log!

    I've been feeling great. My concentration and energy is just about entirely back. I'm still just as strong if not stronger, and I can't notice any size loss. All negative havoc side effects are gone.

  12. RPN Havoc Log!

    Upon actually measuring out the remaining nolva, I have 110 mg left. I'll have to do 10mg daily until I can purchase a new bottle.

  13. RPN Havoc Log!

    If you've ever met a med school student, you'd know that this cycle was already a stretch for me. Bills to pay and all that. I'll probably get more in a week or two but for now the arimistane will have to carry me over

  14. RPN Havoc Log!

    I still feel fine. I have like 3 or four doses of nolva left that didn't spill. I'm not losing strength or getting smaller. I don't feel depressed or lethargic. I still weigh 281.

  15. RPN Havoc Log!

    I agree entirely, which is why I'm sure that the labeled weight is not the actual weight. It has to be more like 260, there's no other explanation. I've become a big fan of bent over barbell rows, and t-bad rows. I find that those, along with straight arm pulldowns give me the most intense lat...

  16. RPN Havoc Log!

    I mean, slow, controlled movement of 290lbs (max) on my gym's lat pulldown machine is too easy. I'm a form monster, I would never rush lifting that kind of weight. I can lift that with a controlled movement around 16 times and It's getting too easy so I had to go to weighted pull ups. I suspect...

  17. RPN Havoc Log!

    Spilled my bottle of nolva. Looks like this isn't going to be a functioning PCT, I'm too broke to drop another $50.

  18. RPN Havoc Log!

    I'm bumping nolva down to 20mg because I don't think that the bottle will last much longer than two weeks at this rate. I need at least 3 weeks out of this bottle.

  19. RPN Havoc Log!

    Oh yeah! I can see myself visibly leaning out. I'm sure that that bloat was just that; bloat. I must have lost some fat even with the AWFUL diet I was giving myself. I've decided to go on keto in a week, while keeping calories and protein the same to cut without losing mass. I'm approaching my 3...

  20. RPN Havoc Log!

    I'm working on it, I took the before pics somewhere specific, and I want to take the afters in the same place for effect and that might take a week or so. Don't worry though, they'll be here! What's your pct like?
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