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  1. ANXIETY please read

    Thank you so much Mike Arnold i appreciate this so much
  2. ANXIETY please read

    And the thing is i know this sounds dumb but when you have a panic attack you wonder if its a panic attack or an altered state of mind from drugs and thenit makes you worry more like a downward spiral constantly feeding the loop. Or even that extreme anxiety could screw your head up alone. Its...
  3. ANXIETY please read

    Ahh thank you so much. It was mainly the igf that scared me esspecially with pinning and the scare of cancer. But once i get started its like the thought of chemicals from china in general never tested on humans makes you worry. I wish i didnt try any of it in the first place because i was doing...
  4. ANXIETY please read

    Ill keep this shortisg and simple if someone can just hear me out it would be much appreciated. Ive had bad anxiety about 4-5 years ago. Once i learned to cope and ignore it i was fine until last year. Ive used sarms no more then a total of six weeks in unsuccessful cycles. I also pinned igf-1...
  5. PANIC ATTACK FIRST DAY ON CYCLE?

    Im very glad i came on here. I thank you guys alot because i have decided to stay natural now.
  6. PANIC ATTACK FIRST DAY ON CYCLE?

    Rip snags ✊
  7. PANIC ATTACK FIRST DAY ON CYCLE?

    No, im gonna continue training until im more mentally prepared for a cycle. And if that i still probably wont. The truth is clear, and im sure this is clear for many of us. I was looking for a shortcut. Fighting and bodybuilding dont mix. I want to have a bigger body, look good, and be able to...
  8. PANIC ATTACK FIRST DAY ON CYCLE?

    Its just there are so many variables. What if you are actually receiving the actual chemical from across the world or something else? Dealing with shutdown and pct was one thing, ive even just started to get to the point where i wasnt worried about it anymore but now thinking about something ive...
  9. PANIC ATTACK FIRST DAY ON CYCLE?

    You arent wrong, some things naturally give me anxiety and i dont choose to. Just hypertense. When the guy above said that about yk11 freaking out because it has no studies it makes me not want to touch it even though i already knew that stuff. Yes i was looking for someone to tell me to chill...
  10. PANIC ATTACK FIRST DAY ON CYCLE?

    This is just pretty confusing a large mix of different responses. Some say youll recover fine others say its a roll of the dice and some say itll never return to baseline and youll have ed problems in a year or two. Ive heard of people who ran something heavier like tren and test and used nolva...
  11. PANIC ATTACK FIRST DAY ON CYCLE?

    Above i said ive done two cycle that lasted no more then three weeks, would those have been long enough to cause long term harm if i decided to hold on this cycle
  12. Appetite stimulator. Now that MK677 is gone, what´s next?

    LMAO this thread is old i had no idea. Just for the record ive seen 'black hole' by controlled labs before. Its on bodybuilding .com ive never tried it but i heard its the only one that really works beside mk677. Wont be nearly as stong tho. Works the same way as getting high its extracted from...
  13. PANIC ATTACK FIRST DAY ON CYCLE?

    This was great to hear and calmed me down alot actually thank you. If you go on youtube and type in "mmf (mature muscle fitness) s23 do i regret it" or something like that the dude mentions he got extreme anxiety from s23 and goes on about how he went to the doc and his thyroid was screwed up...
  14. PANIC ATTACK FIRST DAY ON CYCLE?

    Oh got it. Thank you guys. Ill keep updates
  15. PANIC ATTACK FIRST DAY ON CYCLE?

    Do you know this from experience? I read that lgd had a higher mg for diminishing returns
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