Recent content by Mattinde520

  1. erase vs 6-bromo

    I had gnarly joint pain as well. I thought my wrist was actually broken at one point. I ran for 9 weeks and at the beginning of the 9th week i didnt even consider taking a jog. Joint support is recommended. Erase is great tho
  2. Seroquel?

    o ya and ken25, don't you experience lethargy and lack of motivation with your condition? If you don't that's great! but if you do why even go down the PH route? I think eating more and lifting heavier w/ less reps would be a better alternative because If you suppress your natty t and don't pct...
  3. Seroquel?

    I was on seroquel for a year for schizophrenia and was the best antipsychotic that worked for me. After a year I quit cold turkey ( up to 800 mg 1 400 morn, 1 at night ) and to my surprise BOOM! I felt 100% better without it. Went through a gnarly week of withdrawals w/ flu like symptoms and...
  4. Marijuana and Working Out

    I know tons of guys that puff before and after gym Seshs. Relaxs the muscles, increases blood flow, and lets you concentrate better and those 'problem areas'. Negatively it may make you more lethargic, increases heart rate, and smoke and anabolism don't mix IMHO. So... I guess if it doesn't...
  5. Erase and test

    Ya that's what I was afraid of. I can't imagine the AI brought me up so much, but I don't have pre's like you said so I'm kind of in a pickle. I'm hoping it at least kick started my HPGA and I do feel a whole lot better. I'm diagnosed with schizophrenia and "low test" and schizo have sort of...
  6. Thai Labz Meso Diol

    Took this stuff & didn't do anything but rip my liver to pieces. Lost libido and was very pricey. Just don't know about this stuff
  7. Erase and test

    Did 8 weeks of Erase, quit for 4 days then got bloods done. Total test serum was 854. Never checked test before so no real background to go against. Think the Erase elevated my test levels even after 4 days off? I did 4 cycles of (3 methyl 1d & 1 Mesodiol) so I figured I better do at least one...
  8. PES Erase, testosterone and psychosis

    Well the anti psychotics reduce dopamine so I get what your saying on that part but lately I haven't hallucinated really at all so; plus I haven't takin any anti psychotics in three months. Idk, taking the erase just boosts my confidence, increases my wit and self initiation, and overall sense...
  9. PES Erase, testosterone and psychosis

    I think your right, I live in a home with two psychotic parents and as much as thought it was hormones I'm realizing that I do have a mild form of schizophrenia; so stress is a constant in life. I woke up today and didn't take Erase and feel pretty good. I usually need to take two to get my day...
  10. PES Erase, testosterone and psychosis

    What was his point black? Make an appointment with an endo?
  11. PES Erase, testosterone and psychosis

    I'm not sure the costs of those tests but thanks for the info lacrosse
  12. PES Erase, testosterone and psychosis

    I actually am still taking it, 4 caps a day and this is my 9th week, my hair is literally starting to fall out; and no when I don't take I feel very psychotic with lots of anxiety
  13. PES Erase, testosterone and psychosis

    So when I was 16 I took 4 cycles of PH's, two methl 1d's back to back, 1 cycle like 3 months later, and then Mesodiol when I was 21. No cycle did use a PCT. I was diagnosed with schizophrenia right after I turned 21 because I knew something wasn't right and saw a psychologist. So I took a bunch...
  14. 22yrs, Test 530, Doc Started me on TRT

    Thanks. I make it sound worse than it really is but ive been to the bottom of life where not many people have been or can even imagine. Its amazing when you know who you are and cant express it because of physiology, damn life is a wonderful teacher
  15. 22yrs, Test 530, Doc Started me on TRT

    Being suicidal is IMO worse than death. Not wanting to go out, unconfident to even talk, and dont even get me started with the reaction you get from other people. Honestly i could give a **** about becoming sterile at this point, not having a life is hell. Even when you pretend to be happy it...
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