To PCT or to BLAST and CRUISE.......Big ????

[KenTheEagle]

I really need an honest answer here, please advice

I am almost off cycle and I am just waiting for the test e to clear my system, but I guess I just have bad luck. Precisely now, I am having emotional issues, everything is f,,,,kd with my emotions and I would really like to know what to do.... because I would love to stay on


Here is my story: I started going out with a beautiful co worker, it started on a crazy night + drinks + sex so we slept together, and then we were involved in a crazy relationship, she is very complicated and after 2 months we are having issues, I think she is about to leave me, she is so hot and a lot of guys are chasing her, and worst part, shell go camping in 2 weeks with her co worker friends MEN AND WOMEN!!!!! and it sucks because I am a fkn jealous psychopath. I am going crazy and I feel depressed ...... and to make things worse, my girlfriend is acting weird too (yes I am with 2 women, if one woman is complicated now imagine 2! big fkn mistake), now I feel like I am losing them both, I guess I deserve it. but if both leave me I will break like glass ... l

Now lets be honest, PCT sucks so bad... and I know what would happen... I will lose my looks, I will feel weak and emotional, (fk you clomid .... ).... this kind of stuff makes me want to stay on for the entire year, in fact I would love to Blast and cruise for 2 years ......... I know it may be stupid but I am considering this, I would use hcg of course. I wonder if this is a stupid decision because I read so many mixed points of view.... after all suppressed is suppressed no? it does not matter the time on or compound (according to some knowledgeable guys)

Another option would be to stay on 9 months on go off 2 months at least and take it like a man and then jump back on cycle, tren E ..... Ive been on for 9 months now (after August would be 9 months total) ...... do you think I can go off 2 months and jump again to cycle ? after the trenbolone, I just cruised into test and thats it.... I shared this because I want to justify my decisions... we all know that after cycle you feel extremely depressed... I am scared honestly, if my co worker leaves me, I will see her every fkn day while I am losing my gains.... I would be an average loser while on pct :/

Adivce: Never, EVER! relate to a co worker, even if she is incredibly hot, trust me, its hell....... so if she spread the legs screaming your name, just say no thanks....

 

[mixedup]

Honestly you can't jump off a 9 month cycle for 2 months just to jump back on.. if your that scared you got more issues than test can fix.... also if you think your going to lose 9 months of gains on pct the cycle isnt.working for you. If you been even modestly bulking for 9 months straight on.test that should be a good 30lbs or more .lose 1/3.of that and you still keeping a solid 20lbs of muscle.

 

[made2last]

Does pct work after 9 month cycle?

 

[KenTheEagle]

Honestly you can't jump off a 9 month cycle for 2 months just to jump back on.. if your that scared you got more issues than test can fix.... also if you think your going to lose 9 months of gains on pct the cycle isnt.working for you. If you been even modestly bulking for 9 months straight on.test that should be a good 30lbs or more .lose 1/3.of that and you still keeping a solid 20lbs of muscle.

I am not that worried about my gains, I know I can keep them somehow... I am more worried about depression, overall feeling, motivation, strength and wellbeing .... hard to explain, but really on gear, I feel like i do not give a fk.... off gear I feel.... normal....

Does pct work after 9 month cycle?

I guess it should, there are some studies of men who used test between 200 and 500 mg for a year and returned to normal levels after 6 months (for some it took a year) and thats without PCT

Some also say that it does not matter if you cycle 3 months or a year, suppression is suppression, it does not matter how much gear you run either, and that time off - time on is nonsense...... so many mixed reviews and still unproven facts regarding permanent suppression, so who knows

 

[mixedup]

There's really no perm sypression in my experience I came off like 15 months bounced back to have 3rd kid

 

[TeamTGB]

I am not that worried about my gains, I know I can keep them somehow... I am more worried about depression, overall feeling, motivation, strength and wellbeing .... hard to explain, but really on gear, I feel like i do not give a fk.... off gear I feel.... normal....



I guess it should, there are some studies of men who used test between 200 and 500 mg for a year and returned to normal levels after 6 months (for some it took a year) and thats without PCT

Some also say that it does not matter if you cycle 3 months or a year, suppression is suppression, it does not matter how much gear you run either, and that time off - time on is nonsense...... so many mixed reviews and still unproven facts regarding permanent suppression, so who knows

How old are you Ken? That's my first question then we can jump in further after that's established.

 

[KenTheEagle]

There's really no perm sypression in my experience I came off like 15 months bounced back to have 3rd kid

Thats good to know, so you were on for 15 months? it was test only?

How old are you Ken? That's my first question then we can jump in further after that's established.

Thank you, bro, well I just turned 27 this month

 

[TeamTGB]

Okay, your still a young cat. You need to make a choice then but first i would get a base line testosterone level to see where you are naturally. Then you can decide if you want to stay on for a long time or to cycle. Its possible your levels are not optimal you could decide to put yourself on replacement if you cant get it from a doc which they will probably put you through the ringer since your young and workout. Its a big decision to make but we will eventually need it anyways.