Bcarp2142
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Hi all,
Im a 28 year old male
last year in mid October 2014 I started my first cycle of 2a3a epistane which I thought to be a pretty low-mild synthetic pro hormone for a first timer. At first it was great I was getting very cut, losing a few inches off my waist, my bench went up to 315, my biceps were around 18-19 inches, deadlift was around 450, libido was through the roof! massive/nearly painful erections numerous times daily and bothered my wife constantly for nudies and vids (couldn't do anything about it because i was in Afghanistan at the time). The only issue with epistane that I had was that I couldnt fall asleep ever!! i had to go to the BX and buy some sleep aid and that helped a little. I was also taking cycle assist during my cycle. the cycle lasted 5 weeks (20-20-40-40-20). There were other guys in my squadron who were taking this aswell, they reported fairly low libido, one guy said playing with his junk was similar to playing with a wet noodle, which was the exact opposite for me. I seemed to get the best gains out of everyone there though. As my cycle came to an end in late november I started my PCT and was still feeling great and was maintaining my gains. Stopped the PCT after about 5 weeks I think i was doing (30-30-30-30-30)
Came home from Afghanistan on January 10th 2015, still feeling great and had a pretty good libido (not as great as when i was taking epi). My diet wasnt that great because I just came from a place without any food-like temptaions and I kinda spluged for a few weeks, still working out. Infact I joined a mens Hockey team and was dominating pretty hard, good energy levels, just overall happy with my health, started to focus more on cardio training and kinda put the weights on the back burner. everything was going great until about the end of February where I seemed to tank entirely. One day after driving back from California (visiting family) we got home and my wife was feeling in the mood, so we went upstairs. Something wasnt right, I didnt feel like having sex, which before the EPI and up to that point I was able to be instantly ready for sex pretty much always. It wasn't a big deal at the time to either of us. but as time went I was noticing a significant lack of sex drive, literally never in the mood. I spoke with a doctor and had my test levels recorded and he said they were normal at 400. he gave me some viagra which helped with the erections but didnt do **** to put me in the mindset to have sex.
The problem persisted a few weeks after aswell and it started to become an issue in my marriage, she thought I wasn't attracted to her anymore or though I was looking at porn and didn't want her anymore (wasnt true at all). I made another appt to see the doctor to try and get more answers, he did a physical of sorts and said i had some gyno (which I think he will have removed, havent set a surgery date) but other than that he didnt have a clue, he referred me to a Endocrinologist which was pretty tough because it was a woman and very embarrassing talking about my issues with someone other than my wife. She wanted more labs done, no problem... had more labs done test levels were 400 but she noticed my leuithenizing Hormone levels to be low (i have no idea what this does). she perscribed me Clomid which im going to pick up from the pharmacy today, she said to take two tablets on mon, wed, and friday, for a month.
needless to say im pretty scared right now, nearly all of my buddies who took that **** in Afghanistan are going through similar things, one guy who it seems has it the worst has been admitted to mental health for depression and suicidal thoughts, which before he claims to never have experienced. there's only one guy who i was deployed with who seems to not have any of these effects at all. Another buddie of mine who i confided in said I should start taking a mens one a day vitamin, 1 scoop of AKG-argenine, 1 Korean red ginsing pill, and a vitamin b1 (daily). Ive been taking those for about a week now and have noticed a slight libido raise, but it seems that its usually at the most in-opportune times (morning, right after work, never around bed time).
anyways im picking up the clomid today but I was wondering if any of you guys could help me out or give me some advice that maybe I've overlooked. Needless to say i've learned my lesson and pretty much regret everything. help?
Im a 28 year old male
last year in mid October 2014 I started my first cycle of 2a3a epistane which I thought to be a pretty low-mild synthetic pro hormone for a first timer. At first it was great I was getting very cut, losing a few inches off my waist, my bench went up to 315, my biceps were around 18-19 inches, deadlift was around 450, libido was through the roof! massive/nearly painful erections numerous times daily and bothered my wife constantly for nudies and vids (couldn't do anything about it because i was in Afghanistan at the time). The only issue with epistane that I had was that I couldnt fall asleep ever!! i had to go to the BX and buy some sleep aid and that helped a little. I was also taking cycle assist during my cycle. the cycle lasted 5 weeks (20-20-40-40-20). There were other guys in my squadron who were taking this aswell, they reported fairly low libido, one guy said playing with his junk was similar to playing with a wet noodle, which was the exact opposite for me. I seemed to get the best gains out of everyone there though. As my cycle came to an end in late november I started my PCT and was still feeling great and was maintaining my gains. Stopped the PCT after about 5 weeks I think i was doing (30-30-30-30-30)
Came home from Afghanistan on January 10th 2015, still feeling great and had a pretty good libido (not as great as when i was taking epi). My diet wasnt that great because I just came from a place without any food-like temptaions and I kinda spluged for a few weeks, still working out. Infact I joined a mens Hockey team and was dominating pretty hard, good energy levels, just overall happy with my health, started to focus more on cardio training and kinda put the weights on the back burner. everything was going great until about the end of February where I seemed to tank entirely. One day after driving back from California (visiting family) we got home and my wife was feeling in the mood, so we went upstairs. Something wasnt right, I didnt feel like having sex, which before the EPI and up to that point I was able to be instantly ready for sex pretty much always. It wasn't a big deal at the time to either of us. but as time went I was noticing a significant lack of sex drive, literally never in the mood. I spoke with a doctor and had my test levels recorded and he said they were normal at 400. he gave me some viagra which helped with the erections but didnt do **** to put me in the mindset to have sex.
The problem persisted a few weeks after aswell and it started to become an issue in my marriage, she thought I wasn't attracted to her anymore or though I was looking at porn and didn't want her anymore (wasnt true at all). I made another appt to see the doctor to try and get more answers, he did a physical of sorts and said i had some gyno (which I think he will have removed, havent set a surgery date) but other than that he didnt have a clue, he referred me to a Endocrinologist which was pretty tough because it was a woman and very embarrassing talking about my issues with someone other than my wife. She wanted more labs done, no problem... had more labs done test levels were 400 but she noticed my leuithenizing Hormone levels to be low (i have no idea what this does). she perscribed me Clomid which im going to pick up from the pharmacy today, she said to take two tablets on mon, wed, and friday, for a month.
needless to say im pretty scared right now, nearly all of my buddies who took that **** in Afghanistan are going through similar things, one guy who it seems has it the worst has been admitted to mental health for depression and suicidal thoughts, which before he claims to never have experienced. there's only one guy who i was deployed with who seems to not have any of these effects at all. Another buddie of mine who i confided in said I should start taking a mens one a day vitamin, 1 scoop of AKG-argenine, 1 Korean red ginsing pill, and a vitamin b1 (daily). Ive been taking those for about a week now and have noticed a slight libido raise, but it seems that its usually at the most in-opportune times (morning, right after work, never around bed time).
anyways im picking up the clomid today but I was wondering if any of you guys could help me out or give me some advice that maybe I've overlooked. Needless to say i've learned my lesson and pretty much regret everything. help?
