Yeah, Im 22 and Ive never used anything hormone related except Halodrol before the banned it (I know, I shouldn't have...). Im training to join the military and I want to go into special operations. My training hours are long and grueling, and really defy many common sense laws of physiology. Its going well, but after about 3 weeks, I start to feel real lethargic, I push through another week or two and usually end up taking a week off. Then suddenly one day I wake up and am like "damn, why the hell haven't I worked out in a week?".
Part of the problem is my job and lifestyle. Im always busy, can't ever relax, and work late & wake up early. It was suggested to me that my problem might be test decline due to slightly overtraining, but i dont know, I never lose any libido. I was thinking of trying a ZMA product, but then I read about DTH.
My only concerns about DTH:
1. I have never used any hormone related product. Would it be too strong?
2. I need endurance, strength, and more endurance. Im not looking to pile on mounds of muscle. I CANT pile on mounds of muscle that would effect performance.
3. Would the strength, endurance gains be permanent (sort of speak)? I have friends who did steroids at one point and after they discontinued use they lost alot of the strength gains they gained. I cant use something that gives me a false sense of strength, just to discontinue use and plummet back to square one.
4. (at the risk of sounding braggadocios) I have a type A personality, or at the very least a type AB. I am already aggressive, already cant stand blind ignorance and incompetence, and already view the world as if I have it by the balls. Luckily I am disciplined enough control it. I treat people with respect, tend not to flip out on people (as much as I may like to sometimes), and don't act like I have a chip on my shoulder. Im concerned I might lose this control if I have something in my system making me more aggressive. Is this a reasonable concern? Ive read alot of these posts from guys saying they were never aggressive and now they feel like alpha males. I honestly wouldn't want to take a product that made me more aggressive. Or would I perhaps not have a problem since I am predisposed to controlling the aggression?
Thats why I was wondering about R4W. A good pre-W/O supplement to give me the energy to go at 830am when I never got out of work until 2am. And something to help with test decline. Or maybe test decline isn't my problem.
I apologize for slightly hijacking the thread...