As stated before man, you need to do more research....not ask a ton of questions that 1) you should already know if your going to use gear and 2) can easily be found with the search function here and via google. There are literally tons of articles and other logs out there involving test,tren and var that you can read to get more ideas of what to expect ie: this dose is too much or i saw these sides etc.
there are too many "hows my cycle look help please i need answers double check my sh!t" guys that come here (you get the idea). We would love to help you achieve your goals man but you have to put in more work that you obviously have.
Also I speak from experience, I was in your shoes a little over a year ago. I read, waited, learned and then read some more and then asked questions. You are young enough( no matter what age you are) to owe it to yourself to be patient.