the only reason you are testing low with the doctor is because of that methyl depot crap you are putting into your body. I suggest talking to him, telling him what you have been doing and working with him to see if you can get your natural test production properly going again, because from what I gathered, you didn't even do a proper PCT on the cycle you did earlier (and before you say anything, if you bought it OTC, it was not a proper PCT for a superdrol clone like methyl depot). You might still have to be on HRT/TRT for the rest of your life due to the damage you have caused, but maybe the doc can get your natural production going again, if he knows just how bad you've f*cked yourself up.
ManBeast