Bk1991
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So I have never posted about this anywhere on the internet, I dont know why I`m posting it here, but here goes, man I hate being a virgin at 28.
I`m honestly so sick of this ****, I work out mainly for myself(body changes are a plus), but I`ve never started the gym just for the ladies, I did it because I liked it.
So im in very good shape, happy with my body, good job, not bad looking. Granted I had severe depression from the age of 16-25, which I got over myself without help from friends or family or any psycologist.
But now just being alone for so long , im happy with myself but not having a girl is starting to affect me and bring my depression back. Im comfortable in myself and wouldnt chnage anything its just this one aspect, its really gettign to me. I feel like i have become unemotional over the years, I dont get happy when somethign good happens, I do get sad, but not to extreme lenghts.
I went for a date with a pretty hot girl, next day she told me she was surpised I didnt make a move on her, when I was at her house lol. And then we went for a second date , where she lets just say became unwell due to a food intolerance and had to cut date short, after she said I was a nice guy bla bla, but she didnt feel any spark.
Granted this is due to my inexperience and not knowing how to proceed and escalate a situation, yh I`m just pissed of haha
I`m honestly so sick of this ****, I work out mainly for myself(body changes are a plus), but I`ve never started the gym just for the ladies, I did it because I liked it.
So im in very good shape, happy with my body, good job, not bad looking. Granted I had severe depression from the age of 16-25, which I got over myself without help from friends or family or any psycologist.
But now just being alone for so long , im happy with myself but not having a girl is starting to affect me and bring my depression back. Im comfortable in myself and wouldnt chnage anything its just this one aspect, its really gettign to me. I feel like i have become unemotional over the years, I dont get happy when somethign good happens, I do get sad, but not to extreme lenghts.
I went for a date with a pretty hot girl, next day she told me she was surpised I didnt make a move on her, when I was at her house lol. And then we went for a second date , where she lets just say became unwell due to a food intolerance and had to cut date short, after she said I was a nice guy bla bla, but she didnt feel any spark.
Granted this is due to my inexperience and not knowing how to proceed and escalate a situation, yh I`m just pissed of haha