RIP Snags...This brings me to a painful memory for many on this board. We had a very valued member of the board on here who was very experienced with nutrition, and lifting, but also has some pretty noticeable mood swings and what not. Could go from the most helpful person to disintegrating someone for a small disagreement on protocol or strategy. Having some close dealings with him, I always felt like he was probably bipolar or had some other emotional issues. He finally decided to take the leap to the dark side. Unfortunately, after about a year of his use he ended up committing suicide.
I don't blame the suicide on the gear, but I do believe it had a decent bit to do with it. The combination of chemical imbalance or unresolved emotional issues and gear is not a safe one by any means. The hormonal extremes just intensify emotions, and can make highs higher, and lows lower. Not good for anyone who already has extremes in those areas.
R.I.P. SNAGS!!!!
This is why I say that the paranoia is not safe with hormonal use... paranoia is an uncontrollable emotion, not base on logic, and is often intense. You do not want it to take you down an ugly road, and you won't know how ugly it might be until you are already driving down it.
Having the proper mentality is SO IMPORTANT for SAFE gear use.
I was the victim of a few disagreements with him but I did value his knowledge on topics. I was unaware that was how he went I had just heard he was gone. I have to pipe in for just that reason. I have many personal friends who would not listen to me about how serious PCT and proper dosing was and now many of them have either had gyno surgery or complete emotional wrecks with mood swings unreal. Many are completely out of shape after quitting and thyroids are out of whack. I've always done this by the book but the couple of times I did decide to quit the blast and cruise the lack of production was evident and loss of drive and sex function was clear. I never gave it long enough to say it would never clear up but I did give it some time. I'm happy where I'm at but I also have realized until I quit having the gym being a huge part of my life I will be pinning.