Goodbye James...
Thanks BP. I didn't see that last post until after he was banned.Goodbye James...
Making a point is one thing, being a dick about it won't fly here.. I've been in an emotional situation similar to yours, so reading his posts pissed me off royally..Thanks BP. I didn't see that last post until after he was banned.
He must have been my last marriage counselor...LOL. At least I have my sense of humor still.
One night I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord. Many scenes from my life flashed across the sky.
In each scene I noticed footprints in the sand. Sometimes there were two sets of footprints, other times there was one only.
This bothered me because I noticed that during the low periods of my life, when I was suffering from anguish, sorrow or defeat, I could see only one set of footprints, so I said to the Lord,
“You promised me Lord,
that if I followed you, you would walk with me always. But I have noticed that during the most trying periods of my life there has only been one set of footprints in the sand. Why, when I needed you most, have you not been there for me?�
The Lord replied, “The years when you have seen only one set of footprints, my child, is when I carried you.�
A little off topic, but if you want to get a teaching credential at home, working at your own pace while you hold another job than check out National University, kinda pricey but a good option if you don't want to take classes at a campus http://www.nu.edu/And don't get me wrong, finances and material possessions mean nothing to me. I would give it all up in a heart beat for her. I'm just glad I didn't do what she wanted me to do a while back. She wanted me to quit my job, and go back to school to get my teaching credential like I've always wanted. That would have been fucked. No job, school loan, no wife, no income. I'm glad that didn't happen.
IW, just be very careful about if those classes will count... I have a person I work with that will not be getting her pay raise due to the fact that they State Dept of Ed does not recognize her classes are legit... so check before you get to far into the programA little off topic, but if you want to get a teaching credential at home, working at your own pace while you hold another job than check out National University, kinda pricey but a good option if you don't want to take classes at a campus http://www.nu.edu/
B5150, I have to say man, that I have seen you give some of the best advice on this board by far - be it for working out or life in general.
We all have experiences to go through. Some are unbearable. We aften get caught up in the "what is happening to me" mentality it can seem as these experiences have no purpose. When we turn our perspective into the "what is happening with me" mentality we can capture and own and embrace a purpose in and from the situation.I should have commented on this when I first read it.
These words really absorbed into me. They are words that every person should know, and learn from.
I really appreciate what you have posted B5150, and I hope to become a better person having read it.
...that makes us wise. I keep working on it daily butI find it wise to share what I have learnedB5150, I liked you post.. you are a wise one my friend
Oops, you're right. I know it's compliant in California, good catch Matt.IW, just be very careful about if those classes will count... I have a person I work with that will not be getting her pay raise due to the fact that they State Dept of Ed does not recognize her classes are legit... so check before you get to far into the program
Do keep in mind that the guy who said this also gave His live for me on the cross so my 'transgressions' could be 'forgiven' and I could be 'reconciled' with His Father. :welcome:It is biblically accurate when one suggests that divorce is an option in the case of infidelity: Matt 19:3-9
It is as if she's playing me. I'm not sure if she's testing to see how I react, or where my breaking point is. Is she wanting me to be the one to call it quits, or is she looking to see how far she can push it until I do, then call me on it as if I'm not willing to stick it out for the long haul?I feel for you man, hang it there. It's none of my business, but I think she is playing you, it seems like she is testing you. I want a month, 2 months, then its 6 months. I want to leave but no divorse. I want to come over and swim in the pool, WTF!!! - **** that. Sounds like you should just take care of yourself and live your life for you.
I'm glad you realize this. There is a fine line between being accommodating and letting someone walk all over you. You're in my prayers, and I know that God is going to take care of you through all of this and in the days ahead. Take comfort in knowing that you have nothing to worry about - He's in control. Be happy and take care of yourself.The bottom line is...she is very confused and doesn't know what she wants out of life right now. I am giving her the space she needs, but I can't sit back and just let her take advantage of me, or play with my emotions.
I hear that when i was in the hospital last week i boycotted eating for 2 days......when i did get home and eat something.....food tasted very goodOh, I was finally able to force myself to eat a little something this afternoon. A piece of steak, some lettuce, some fries (yes fries),I even had a Cafe Mocha, non-fat no whipped cream. Let me tell you, I am feeling the food in my system. I'm feeling hot, and a rush like sensation. The blood is a rushin' through me. Going without food and caffeine for three days really affects you.
I think she does want to see who may be out there who can give her the happiness she is craving.It's hard to form an opinion from getting one side of the story......... It really sounds like she is playing games and F'ing with your head. It's one thing to give her space it's another for her to walk all over you. My suggestion would be not to talk about it until she comes back, so you can talk face to face. You need to set some boundaries or draw a line in the sand of what you are comfortable with. From what your previous post said she wants to go out and do what she pleases ,possibly date, not have to answer to anyone with you sitting there wondering what the hell is going on. What that says to me is she was or is interested in another person or wants to see who else is out there for her. That is blatantly not fair and shows a hell of a lack of respect for you. That sure as hell not how you treat someone "you love but are not in love with" to use a jr. high term. My advise is to sit down and talk when she gets home and be firm. I would draw a line and ask her if she want to stay together or not. If she does you can give her some space but she sure as hell isn't going to be able to date and you would have to make some guide lines. From what she posted it doesn't sound like she wants to stay together but she is almost saying let me go out and look for someone else and if I can't find anyone I will come back to you. Also don't yell or get mad... For example if the subject of the cell phone comes up ask her how she would think and feel if you kept your phone on silent right and acted weird when the subject was brought up.
:goodpost: What he saidcuffs,
if you let her convince you it is ok to date while you are married i am gonna e-slap you man. none of those are good options. Marriage is about the ups and downs and the being miserable together(half joking half serious here) lol. you need to put your wife in line and tell her that this is a marriage and you wll be together and with no one else, or not together at all. That is what a marriage is!!!
I agree with this although it takes two to make it work. The difficult emotional work needs above all, trust. It is only when you fully trust your mate that you can explore those very painful areas we have inside of us. The other person needs to be there, or as my wife says, to be a witness. That moment when you're terrified and in terrible pain and want to say what you're feeling, it is trust which will let it come out. It is love which will let your partner witness it.First off Thanks BP for breaking out the whupping stick...:box:
I don`t remember when, I spent the first 6 years of my marriage in a drunken stupor, but at some point I realized that the "In Love feeling" was gone..
Then the drinking/drugging stopped, 6 months into sobriety I swore my marriage was over.. even said this in a meeting.. planned to leave but didn`t.. at some point I realized it wasn`t that I didn`t love my wife but I was the problem.. she had endured 6 years of my insanity and when asked why she didn`t leave.."Because I love you" is all she said... Not in Love with you but I love you... there is a difference... that warm fuzzy feeling of your mate can do no wrong was replaced by something else.. something stronger and more durable... the "Lived happily ever after" is a fairytale.. it is through the troubling times we have grown together.. it is easy when everything is fine but when the chips are down you learn more about yourself and grow both spiritualy and emotionaly.. you will come through this both of you... stronger and all the better for it..
I just talked about this thread with my wife (who is from Europe) and she had an interesting comment I though I'd share.
She said that American women are told by the media, by the society, that they should always be happy. Their life should be full of fullfilment and if there is unhappiness then it must be someone's fault.They see life as one big chick-flick and if it doesn't conform to that, they bail.
My wife knows that this is a gross generalization but there is some truth to this. She also shrugged her shoulders and said " In Europe unhappy couples get lovers, in the U.S. they get divorced. Two sides of the same coin."
I don't know if any of this is even slightly helpful but I know when I am struggling even mindless banter is reassuring.
Don't do this. It is a choice that cannot have a good ending. If it is going to go that far, end the relationship flat out. That way, if you do get back together, what is done when you've both "called it quits" cannot come back to haunt you as you've alluded to.Let me through this question out and see how you would all feel about it.
What if you really loved your wife, and you knew something was not right and needed fixed. The two of you separate for some time to reflect on yourselves. During the separation, your wife begins dating different people, basically playing the field, trying to find if the marriage made her happy, or the seeing new people did. After seeing either a few people, or seeing one particular one, she then realizes she wants to remain married and wants to come back.
Here's a couple of senarios to add on:
A) She was never intimate with the others she dated. It was only cordial, maybe some kissing.
B) She was intimate with one person for a few weeks, then decided she was making a mistake.
C) It is never discussed how far the relationships went.
I know C would be the best, but would always be in the back of my mind. If/when an argument would come out, that topic may as well. As would 'B'.
Let me know how you all feel about this. I'm trying to see if I've got my head thinking in the right direction.
This totally makes sense. My wife is a gossip magazine fanatic, and I was thinking about all of this yesterday. Marriage in the celebrity life is made out to look perfect. And my wife see's this with each one of the 10 magazines she receives every month.I just talked about this thread with my wife (who is from Europe) and she had an interesting comment I though I'd share.
She said that American women are told by the media, by the society, that they should always be happy. Their life should be full of fullfilment and if there is unhappiness then it must be someone's fault.They see life as one big chick-flick and if it doesn't conform to that, they bail.
My wife knows that this is a gross generalization but there is some truth to this. She also shrugged her shoulders and said " In Europe unhappy couples get lovers, in the U.S. they get divorced. Two sides of the same coin."
I don't know if any of this is even slightly helpful but I know when I am struggling even mindless banter is reassuring.
I agree with this 100%. It seems my girlfriend and her family/culture, who are from Armenia, understand this some also.I just talked about this thread with my wife (who is from Europe) and she had an interesting comment I though I'd share.
She said that American women are told by the media, by the society, that they should always be happy. Their life should be full of fullfilment and if there is unhappiness then it must be someone's fault.They see life as one big chick-flick and if it doesn't conform to that, they bail.
My wife knows that this is a gross generalization but there is some truth to this. She also shrugged her shoulders and said " In Europe unhappy couples get lovers, in the U.S. they get divorced. Two sides of the same coin."
I don't know if any of this is even slightly helpful but I know when I am struggling even mindless banter is reassuring.