bencozzy
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well over the past month my grandma has been getting very sick and now shes at deaths door, and its hitting me hard i love her with all of me being i dont know what ill do with her gone. nothings been working out for me but atleast i could always look forward to seeing her she could always make me smile and laugh.
everythings just coming to head all the things that have happened over the years and the stuff thats happening to me now i cant standing seeing her suffer.
over the course of this year ive managed to start smoking marijuana again and lose all my motivation to work out and find a job and be with friends. if i lose her i dont know what ill do.
its even worse having to deal with this alone i have my family but its just not the same, i cant believe how things are turning out.
just please pray for me and my family
everythings just coming to head all the things that have happened over the years and the stuff thats happening to me now i cant standing seeing her suffer.
over the course of this year ive managed to start smoking marijuana again and lose all my motivation to work out and find a job and be with friends. if i lose her i dont know what ill do.
its even worse having to deal with this alone i have my family but its just not the same, i cant believe how things are turning out.
just please pray for me and my family