Kidcudi
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So I started off with a 5 week cycle of 30 mg everyday. I think I must either be a non responder or a very weak responder because I didn't really see anything from it. I did gain a few pounds and my lifts went up but Im sure that was just from my hard work and diet, nothing unnatural. My pct was pretty bad I admit it. All I used was revolution black pct, which is obviously only otc and doesn't include a serm. But I really shot myself in the foot by jumping onto another cycle right after pct. Deep down I knew I was'nt recovered or ready to do this, but I was so dissapointed with my results from the other cycle that I didn't care about that at the time. I started off at 40 mg every day and planned on running it 6 weeks. I also started eating around 4,200 clean cals a day to bulk and get the most out of this cycle. Now Im 3 weeks into the cycle. My lifts haven't gone up much at all. I gained around 6 pounds and almost all of it was fat. Every day I look smaller, I almost feel like im losing muscle and gaining fat overnight. Towards the end of this week I also noticed my lifts going down a ton. Last week I did 335 10 times deadlifting this week I could only do 340 once! Also, I'm still facing the side effects of havoc. I have really bad back pumps and im shut down. So im losing muscle, losing strength, gaining fat, and im shutdown. Sounds to me like my testosterone might be pretty low. Do you think If I jump off cycle now and use a really good pct I could save myself?