k, so I suffer anxiety most of the time, over little things but this one is driving me crazy. My Fiance' is going to a mates Hen do
She's staying away, I trust her, and thats fine, what I dont like are the activities, they're having:
a) A TWO hour drawing session of naked men, full monty
b) Going to an Adonis male strip club/show afterwards for more huge dongs waving in their faces
Now, last time she saw any naked man was over 6 years ago other than me, strip clubs have never been on the agenda,( I even backed out of going to one out of respect) and now its a whole weekend for her of c*ck! She's pressurised to go as its her second closest mate,so she's going.. I just need some way to deal with it as my mind is going crazy.
Am I irrational and need to see a shrink?
The idea of her examining a mans body in detail close up makes me feel sick, while the 'show' i can probably get over with as it will be the odd flash. The drawing is literally an artist who will wander round with his c*ck out, serving drinks in between drawings, giving tips and drawing advice then go into another full frontal pose - Ive seen the Pinterest pictures!
Dont get me wrong shes had plenty of relationships, but never 'examined' a man up close and not while being 6 years into a relationship with me! She was going to make her excuses and arrive late but now shes made a B-Line for the minibus instead, so it seems she now WANTS to go.
Part of me wants to go spend two hours ogling a naked lady and then go to strip club myself just to feel we're even - but without telling her, Id feel its cheating.
either way, the anxiety is ruining my week right now, I feel terrible.
She's staying away, I trust her, and thats fine, what I dont like are the activities, they're having:
a) A TWO hour drawing session of naked men, full monty
b) Going to an Adonis male strip club/show afterwards for more huge dongs waving in their faces
Now, last time she saw any naked man was over 6 years ago other than me, strip clubs have never been on the agenda,( I even backed out of going to one out of respect) and now its a whole weekend for her of c*ck! She's pressurised to go as its her second closest mate,so she's going.. I just need some way to deal with it as my mind is going crazy.
Am I irrational and need to see a shrink?
The idea of her examining a mans body in detail close up makes me feel sick, while the 'show' i can probably get over with as it will be the odd flash. The drawing is literally an artist who will wander round with his c*ck out, serving drinks in between drawings, giving tips and drawing advice then go into another full frontal pose - Ive seen the Pinterest pictures!
Dont get me wrong shes had plenty of relationships, but never 'examined' a man up close and not while being 6 years into a relationship with me! She was going to make her excuses and arrive late but now shes made a B-Line for the minibus instead, so it seems she now WANTS to go.
Part of me wants to go spend two hours ogling a naked lady and then go to strip club myself just to feel we're even - but without telling her, Id feel its cheating.
either way, the anxiety is ruining my week right now, I feel terrible.