I don't mind sharing this. I know it isn't directly related to the topic at hand, but it somewhat relevant.
Last Sept '07 was around the time when my car got totaled. This was the beginning of many bad things that literally occured to me non-stop since then. Among one of them was a car accident (not hurt), however they were all within that magnitude. I've told some people about it, but case in point I was at the lowest moment of my life.
I just recently started feeling better about mid May '08, I was off and on depressed for about 8 months,.....which is quite awhile and it affected my life in many different areas.
I did have faith. I did pray to God, almost too much if you could even say that. It was almost the more I kept praying and trusting God, the worst things kept getting.....seriously.
Prior to all this, I never really question 'God' or his existance. After these events unfolded in my life, esp after 8 months, I began to start really questioning God and my own faith.
Many times I would find myself asking, 'How can this be for the best of me ?', 'Why would God allow this ?', 'Why has it been 8 months and I am still like I was in the beginning ?'
It became evident after awhile that I was going to have to go through these events and experiences in life with all the answers held back. I could either keep believing in God, or I could walk away, it was my choice. This was very difficult and very humbling for me.
I haven't and will not turn away from God, however, after people go through similar crises in their lives I understand why people turn from God. I'm not saying that it is right, but in the midst of all that is bad, everyone still has that choice.