An Open Apology To You All
Hey guys, 1st I apologize for bumping an old thread to the top but I didn't want to start a new thread and have you guys possibly miss this, especially if you're still subscribed.
Second, I owe all of you guys a big apology, especially Gtrain, for disappearing and not completing this contest. That's not who I am nor what I'm about, so I wanted to apologize and explain myself.
Back in mid/late February I lost my partner of several years to a freak accident as he was securing his equipment after a raid we had conducted earlier in the day. He was putting away his flash grenades as some of us do everyday when one exploded in his hands. Some of you guys who know me that are from the area should remember pretty well. Anyways..............It's been pretty damn rough on me. I haven't even been to a gym since that Friday, have been eating like it doesn't matter, and have drank more than I should be comfortable talking about. The past several months have been a blur and I'm ready to deal with the tasks at hand, move on, and do what needs to be done. I know he'd be kicking my @ss right now for what I've turned the last 3 months into and what I've turned myself into.
I hope this doesn't come across as a sob story (the cynic in me might see it that way....) but as a genuine apology and an explanation. I hope yoiu guys can forgive me and I can become a part of this community as I used to be. Thanks for reading.
J