I am continuing to work with Dr. John, since I became his patient 15 or so months ago. We have tried several things, including a restart attempt (during which I felt miserable). I am back on. Androgel + hcg. Mentally I have a lot of the clarity restored, but sexually I just feel "numb." No desire, even my penis lacks the sensitivity it used to have. I get morning erections but that's it. Cialis doesn't help much.
Dr. John thinks there is something metabolically wrong. I am inclined to agree. I have already been diagnosed as having insulin resistance, and I deal with that through diet. Wisely, he has me taking things step by step, but this also takes time.
I believe my adrenals have been burned out, and I've stopped drinking coffee (which I'm desparately craving right now).
I am just sad because I want to remember what it felt like to be energetic and HORNY again. Porn does nothing. Sexual thoughts do nothing. My wife's touch or kiss sometimes does something, sometimes doesn't.
Desire seems to be even less since my vasectomy last fall.
I know you guys know what I am talking about, but I guess it's just my turn to complain and seek some reassurance.
Thanks for reading.
WF
Dr. John thinks there is something metabolically wrong. I am inclined to agree. I have already been diagnosed as having insulin resistance, and I deal with that through diet. Wisely, he has me taking things step by step, but this also takes time.
I believe my adrenals have been burned out, and I've stopped drinking coffee (which I'm desparately craving right now).
I am just sad because I want to remember what it felt like to be energetic and HORNY again. Porn does nothing. Sexual thoughts do nothing. My wife's touch or kiss sometimes does something, sometimes doesn't.
Desire seems to be even less since my vasectomy last fall.
I know you guys know what I am talking about, but I guess it's just my turn to complain and seek some reassurance.
Thanks for reading.
WF