i hate dieting...i hate knowing I have to put down the doritos and stop eating out...I hate it.
Ive been large and not so in charge all my life and it kinda feels like I have an addiction to food that i have to break. I mean, I see pizza and fried chicken on the tv everyday and I get teary eyed because I know I cant eat those things anymore. Its a friggin battle everyday.
But then I get pissed that im letting myself be completly controlled by food.
sorry, its just one huge vent. Im craving food and when I crave things I get...emo haha