Tried lithium and my kidneys hated me for it. Docs put me on Abilify which lasted about 2 months before I was crawling out of my skin. Currently on Mirtazapine which is an antidepressant with some mood stabilizing effects, along with Adderall. Frankly want to be off both of them this year, get back to anabolics, supplements and the gym as my antidepressant and daily motivation. Just been going through some crazy sh*t the last 2 years and these meds really pulled me out of a funk. Granted they are certainly a crutch, 4 years ago if I could look into the future I'd kick my own ass for falling off from the gym and going the med route; but it is what it is. Been years since I've even looked on the forums until this week, amazing the motivation it brings back to get back in the game. Sorry for the rant, but one thing I recall about being on here is its theraputic talking with bros with similar issues who shae the love for bodybuilding, better than any therapist, lol.