Hi, Im sorry to post here but I really need advice. I know this was REALLY REALLY stupid, but about a year and a half ago i did a cycle of spawn (potent ph) without pct. What happened was (without getting in too much detail) my girlfriend broke up with me. I was extremely depressed and thought I had to win her back with big muscles. Like I said i was so stupid, I didnt do any research at all. About a year ago i realize what i did and have been freaked out ever since. The one thing that scares me most is I don't think my balls returned to full size. I did get a couple physicals since, in which the doctor checked my balls both times, but never said anything. I got a blood test, but it only tested my testosterone and it came back normal. The good thing is i can still have sex, but i dont think its where I once was. BTW i'm 25. My question is, can I run a pct now (nolva, clomid, etc..) just to be safe. Or can that make things worse. Once again I am really sorry for this post, but please I ask for your help!!