Havoc Non-log Notepad for my cycle.

[Trauma1]

Happy B-DAY Z!!

Don't visit too many brothels in vegas now ya here!

[Zombie]

im back , lost alot of money, got laid and worst i got my heart broken. i had a great time till my heart got broken in to small little pieces then grinded to dust

[AlexParty]

im back , lost alot of money, got laid and worst i got my heart broken. i had a great time till my heart got broken in to small little pieces then grinded to dust

The ol' broken heart... Women say men have no emotions and no feelings but they don't realize we don't fcuk them like they do to us. I can go all into details with this dude but only TIME can heal your pain or I have come up with a better solution, find a really hot chick to hang out with often, you'll see how fast your heart will heal.

[metroba]

my condolences. take some havoc and take it out in the gym that or next time throw in a little donkey punch hahah..jk...but seriously

[crader]

im back , lost alot of money, got laid and worst i got my heart broken. i had a great time till my heart got broken in to small little pieces then grinded to dust

:::hugs:::

[Zombie]

thanks guys. i know it was a bad idea to stay at my ex gf place, in a birght part sex was really good, but i felt used and like ****. i really loved her and still do, she still loves me also but i ****ed up things really bad, but the only thing i can do is try to get over it.

As an update well i think i over did the alcohol lol i been peeing dark orange since sunday, started pct yesterday, my libido hasnt been affected also i noticed this last few days that i could easy put peter north to shame if you know what i mean . i fell sad cause of what happen but not like i would feel a few months ago. i didnt got in to drinking alot cause of that like i did on a few months ago, i drinked alot cause it was my bday and i was having a good time not cause of her.

[metroba]

thanks guys. i know it was a bad idea to stay at my ex gf place, in a birght part sex was really good, but i felt used and like ****. i really loved her and still do, she still loves me also but i ****ed up things really bad, but the only thing i can do is try to get over it.

As an update well i think i over did the alcohol lol i been peeing dark orange since sunday, started pct yesterday, my libido hasnt been affected also i noticed this last few days that i could easy put peter north to shame if you know what i mean . i fell sad cause of what happen but not like i would feel a few months ago. i didnt got in to drinking alot cause of that like i did on a few months ago, i drinked alot cause it was my bday and i was having a good time not cause of her.

Youll get threw it man. You got us here if ya need us. I struggled with a divorce recently reallllllllllllllllllllly bad. So I can feel for ya. Keep your head up. You know YOU DA MAN!!

[AlexParty]

Youll get threw it man. You got us here if ya need us. I struggled with a divorce recently reallllllllllllllllllllly bad. So I can feel for ya. Keep your head up. You know YOU DA MAN!!

OMG divorce, nightmare of all nightmares. Where the court, the judge, everyone is against the MAN. A woman could have brutally murdered her husband and they'll still find some way to blame the poor bastard. Anyways I love woman and I am talking about the exceptionally bad woman but still, the world is unfair today for the male. A woman will walk into a marriage with nothing and come out of it a millionaire. Anyways still love woman but hate the bad ones

[Zombie]

today is second day of PCT i havent been to the gym in several days. mood has been a rollercoaster, i want to get my ass tomorrow to the gym, i didnt feel like going today.

[Zombie]

i been on a emotional rollercoaster, i havent been to the gym in several days but im getting my ass to the gym today even if i have to drag my own ass there

[crader]

C'mon Z!!! Hit that gym, depression can take your whole life under if you don't fight for it!

[Zombie]

C'mon Z!!! Hit that gym, depression can take your whole life under if you don't fight for it!

i hit rock bottom yesterday, thats what made me decide to quit being a cry baby, i talked with my ex gf she told me about this dude shes being going out with that would like to get married with her so i said **** it, i have humiliated my self enouf as it is. No need to keep doing it, so its time for a bigger meaner SOB Zombie . it hurts but theres nothing i can do about it. Back to the pimpin games

[metroba]

Is this because of what happened with your Ex or from Havoc? both?

Edit: sorry you're haven a rough time.

[Zombie]

i dont know, maybe is being off havoc and being on torem and the ex gf thing , my world is about to collapse on me right now. only thing i can do is smile and wait till it falls down to get up.

[metroba]

i dont know, maybe is being off havoc and being on torem and the ex gf thing , my world is about to collapse on me right now. only thing i can do is smile and wait till it falls down to get up.

Man that really sucks. You got us here if ya need someone to talk to. I cant stand to see one of my AM bros down.

Edit: You must spread some Reputation around before giving it to Zombie again.

[Zombie]

thanks, i have found more support here at AM that with my friends that i can actually see and talk to in real life.

[crader]

Look at it this way Z man if she was sleeping with you but supposedly wanting to marry someone else then she is playing him as well. Not what you want or deserve !

[AlexParty]

Look at it this way Z man if she was sleeping with you but supposedly wanting to marry someone else then she is playing him as well. Not what you want or deserve !

Agreed!

[DanielSon]

when is the best time to take taurine, DHEA and gut health. on average i workout between 3pm-5pm everyday

thanks

[Zombie]

the times i dosed DHEA with 3ml Sesamin or 2gr fish oil with havoc.


taurine i dosed after noon an preworkout.