This weekend, I ended a 13 year relationship / addiction to ephedrine hcl.
Over the years, I can remember maybe 2 times I was not using, and its becasue I remember when I started taking it again.
Just to give everyone here an idea of how much of a grip it had on me, It was no problem going through a whole sheet of 24tabs, 25mg in a single day.
First thing when I woke up. 50mg. Eat shower, another 50mg. Get to work sit down, yet another 50mg. Take throughout the day then ramp it up again before working out.
13 years this went on...
Not having any WAS then end of the world. I felt the worst when I didn't have any, then went to the store to find some and they were out... I couldn't function. I went crazy in the head. I basically put EVERYTHING on hold until it came in.
The worst was calling out from work simply becasue I didn't have any to take me through the day.
This thread is intended to be a mini log of sorts. I took some time to put together a "stack" to help me fight off this addiction, and was excited about the possibility of going somewhere withought having to count out pills to put in my pocket.
(Im going to work for the first time today ephedrine free- so I will have to cut this short)
The plan (and why)
NP's Geranium / 1, 3 Dimethylamylaminesupposed to be simular to norephedrine. I never was a fan of norephedrine, but I need something for mental alertness.
AMS - Lucidrol - this would be the ritalin of nootropics in my book. Gave a calming, focused feel when I took it. I'm going to be effed in the head for a few days, so I figure if I take something that will put me there in a way, anyways, then I won't be able to tell the withdraw from the supps
MAN sports - lol, I promised Posion I'd log it; it was too much for me to take, but Im finding out that yohimbie doesn't mess with me so much when it's not loaded on top if all the ephedrine
Vicodin (back injury, but also maybe one of the keys here to starving withdrawl) I sprained a ligament in my lower back, so they tell me. 6-8 weeks to heal,.. thanks for my 5 days of pain meds, only to hurt it again, yes again doing THE SAME THING... start that clock over again
App. Nutriceuticals - not so much part of "the plan" , but I ordered samples a little bit ago and liked it