You say you never did serms and pct then you did. You say countless hours... bro hours aren't enough granted there is only so much information you can obtain about certain things. You gotta know how the body works before you even think about hormone usage. You have done a lot of cycles. And running 100mg of halo with 100mg of sarms seriously? What did you expect from months off?
You took cycle support and ds thinking you know but you certainly do not know about them. Neither of them are magic. They are harsh and the key word to cycle support or liver support is SUPPORT. It's like having crutches and thinking they will magically walk you around and getting mad they don't... Then telling us crutches are evil and will make us fall flat on our faces. User failure, the product did its job.
You we're not wise with your decisions. From your posts, the drugs, no pct, etc. you have shown you didn't respect your bodies limitations. Your diet was not even supported to keep your body alkaline so it could have a chance to do it's job.
You failed your body, your body didn't fail you. That's just the end of it.