I need your help desperately. Seven weeks ago and everything was going perfect in my life. Was healthy, happy and very fit. One late night discussion in the gym ended up with me starting my first cycle. At first, just a simple anavar only cycle. 4 days into it and I was told I should add Test E and that is what I did. 500mg test e every week. Tuesday and Thursday. Did 25mg anavar for 2 weeks and moved up to 50mg. Everything started out great. Mood was sky high. Motivation was through the roof. Diet was superb. Long story short. Now at the end of week 7 and everything is down hill.
It has utterly ruined my life. I had issues going into cycle but this exaggerated everything. Very depressed. Can't get out of bed in the mornings. Missing all my classes being so tired from previous nights gym session. Priorities all out of wack because the main focus is being in the gym and training. Low energy at all times. What started out to be phenomanal gains is now turning into a giant bloat. Causing me to stress and eat. and eat. and eat. And not the good kind of eat. Binge eating all the wrong way. Not able to gym more than 3 days straight due to being so tired and exhausted physically and mentally. I am not happy. I need out.
Tomorrow is the 2nd pin of week 7, week 8 starting next tuesday but I can't do it anymore. I want to stop and go back to training and dieting normally and looking lean. I need my sanity back. Please help me stop and start pct.
I have 13 var pills left. I was initially intending on finishing this week and using the last 7 in 25mg dosing to cycle off. I have enough test to last well over 12 weeks. I have clomid, arimidex, nolvadex for pct. How should I cycle off? Thank you so much.
Sorry for venting but as you can see. I need help.