dude, what are you even saying? i've been pretty commited, making some good gains. you dont know me bud, dont act like you know me just from a post. Dont come up in here acting like your the ****,I know what i want. Im new to this whole bb thing, so give it a break. Im just trying to figure things out, and i wasnt even going to run a cycle right now, if anything it would be over the summer, but ive come to understand that it isn't a good idea and it doesnt just work like that. ive been putting in hard work and commitment. I'll say it again, I know what I want, and you can try to say ****, but I know i will get it in time. It'll take a little longer than i would like but you dont always get what you want when you want.