PS hope your son is doing well man
Sh*t happens, we all get hit with crazy sh*t in life sometimes, your body will be better off if you train natty and cut some before jumping back on a cycle, going from nothing to on cycle is way too much stress for anyone. PLUS as I said before, that bottle you hold in your hand is jaundice in a can...
-Saving random peoples' nuts, one pair at at time... PCT info:
-Are you really ready for a cycle? Read this link and be honest:
*I am not a medical expert, my opinions are not professional, and I strongly suggest doing research of your own.*