Not that I have cycled, so my knowledge is limited. But buy a product called clomid or Nolvadex. Get it delivered immediately. Then read up on what to do with it after the cycle. Otherwise say goodbye to your balls and natural test production for along time.
I dont know much about deca, but if it is estrogenic (read up on it yourself) you will need Novadex, if it Aromatises you will need a pharmaceutical level Aromatose inhibitor. If you want a test base so you can get it up..and you cant get your hands on any test, buy some andromass by primordial performance. I believe they have said it can be used as a test base.