Sorry its gonna be a long one, but I eventually have a question in here, lol. I just started my first cycle ever last monday. I am using Tren 50 ED. I know a lot of people say tren is not for beginners because of the ED pokes, but I look forward to it, (Even though it can be real painful at times, especially in the bi's.) Other then that dont know why it would be bad for a beginner besides setting your expectations real high.
Anyhow...in a week and two days I have put on 4 lbs. (ok) but whats most impressive is I put 2 inches on my shoulders and chest, and 1/2 inch on my bi's already. I look so much wider, and my roomate who sees me everyday is shocked at how much bigger I am looking. So heres my issue. Everyone says to add test. For sex drive mainly, and I guess because its such a great stack. I am picking up some sust tomorrow, but Im not sure I want to add it. Im afraid I am going to get too big. I just started working as a personal trainer, and Im afraid people at work, and also family is definitely going to notice when I add test because I am going to BALLOON! (I dont see family much, but they notice things like that and already ask me constantly when I was natty if I was using)
What do you guys think I should do? I know people generally dont get worried about getting TOO BIG...but Im afraid Im going to get huge once I add the test. Plus I would like to keep the majority of my gains, and Im afraid Ill lose more if Im on sust - due to water retention that I wont get with tren. (Even though Im really watching my sodium - all fresh foods)
Any advice? Do you guys think the test will be worth it? Should I say screw it and just get huge? Or do you think it wont make that big of a difference?
Other then that Im making great gains so far