Anyone feel guilty on cycle?

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  1. lmao! ppl seem to think if some1 wears glasses they r intelligent, blonds have been trying to get away with this maneuver for sometime now, some successful and then respected some not and then penetrated.
    ~ IRON LIVERô________ *[It's just advice man, that's all it is! You can take or do whatever the FCUK you wanna do!]


  2. the grass is always greener on the other side.


    i bet there are tons of dudes our age who don't speak up but wish they were as stacked as you. Hell, I wish I was a lot bigger too.

    You just gotta realize that EVERYONE has their own internal struggles and mindset. Its one thing for a person to initially look at you as a meathead but take the time to get to know you aren't, but quite another for them to write you off completely cuz you're big. If thats the case, then they weren't worth getting to know anyway.
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  3. Quote Originally Posted by Mulletsoldier View Post
    This. Without knowing you personally, and drawing allusions to my own experience, I think part of your guilt stems from continuing to do something which has clearly presented you consequences.

    When I was younger and first began experimenting with narcotics, it was guilt free in purest sense of the word: I felt absolutely nothing but euphoria, because at that time, there were no consequences - legal, emotional, moral or otherwise - for my actions. I could, in other words, bask in the glory of being "high."

    Once it became an issue with dropping out of school, losing friends, family and so on, however, the guilt became to creep in: I would feel an overwhelming sense of guilt every time I would sniff, bump, smoke or take whatever it may have been, because I realized I was doing something that had severe consequences, and yet chose to do it anyway.

    It may be something you want to consider as, from my perspective, doing the "right" or "acceptable" thing never feels guilty, and nor should it. Guilt is an indication you are doing something you know is wrong.
    I understand your concerns. From face view, this looks like the obvious issue. I am 21, and I have cycled. And I am on TRT. It seems extreme to already be on lifelong T.

    However, I have had low T symptoms all my life. It didn't begin when I started using PHs. I ran maybe 2 cycles of havoc, and messed with superdrol for a week during a two year period before getting on TRT. I always ran adaquate PCT's that were certainly overkill. In fact, I always felt BETTER during PCT than before I started my first cycle.

    I had blood tests after blood tests. I waited 8 months. I went on a mission to absolutely make sure it wasn't caused by these PH's. I took doc prescribed clomid for 10 weeks. I got my LH in-range, and my T levels were still low. Then I discovered I had a varicocele that was pretty bad and had low sperm count. The docs recommened that I have a surgery to remove the veins....it just went on and on. And I restate, I felt no different before those OTC cycle, than after. I started noticing symptoms when I was 16, I wasn't getting facial hair, I was having really bad mood swings/anger, constantly tired, and at 18 I started having some ED problems.

    Now that I'm on testosterone replacement, I feel 100% improved. My attitude and mood is totally different than ever before. I no longer worry about things constantly. My levels were at a constant 300ng/dl. I would get nervous at night and wake up all the time. I would get easily upset by the tiniest things/comments/arguments. It affected my relationships.

  4. All things in life are worth careful consideration. My view is you're at a middle point, you have to decide wether this is something you really enhoy and get over the guilt, or stop doing it. I don't think there's anything wrong with being big, I could care less about what people think of me, I make my living I live my life and I do what I want.. As long as you're doing what makes you happy in the long run... Keep at it.
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  5. Similar effects here I feel you dude.
    Hope all is going well with you I was in a MVA back in May, it has been very difficult on my life.
    I am doing much better now though.

    Quote Originally Posted by monsterbox View Post
    I understand your concerns. From face view, this looks like the obvious issue. I am 21, and I have cycled. And I am on TRT. It seems extreme to already be on lifelong T.

    However, I have had low T symptoms all my life. It didn't begin when I started using PHs. I ran maybe 2 cycles of havoc, and messed with superdrol for a week during a two year period before getting on TRT. I always ran adaquate PCT's that were certainly overkill. In fact, I always felt BETTER during PCT than before I started my first cycle.

    I had blood tests after blood tests. I waited 8 months. I went on a mission to absolutely make sure it wasn't caused by these PH's. I took doc prescribed clomid for 10 weeks. I got my LH in-range, and my T levels were still low. Then I discovered I had a varicocele that was pretty bad and had low sperm count. The docs recommened that I have a surgery to remove the veins....it just went on and on. And I restate, I felt no different before those OTC cycle, than after. I started noticing symptoms when I was 16, I wasn't getting facial hair, I was having really bad mood swings/anger, constantly tired, and at 18 I started having some ED problems.

    Now that I'm on testosterone replacement, I feel 100% improved. My attitude and mood is totally different than ever before. I no longer worry about things constantly. My levels were at a constant 300ng/dl. I would get nervous at night and wake up all the time. I would get easily upset by the tiniest things/comments/arguments. It affected my relationships.
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  6. Quote Originally Posted by monsterbox View Post
    Yea. I feel awesome too, and I love feeling like a machine. The gym is always the best part of the day, an absolute hit of ecstasy when you get those huge pumps.

    You said it right there man... It's ALL for that feeling for me. That moment when everything clears from my mind and everything in my body is exploding for that one rep is complete bliss for me and is the best part of my day undoubtedly..
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  7. Quote Originally Posted by monsterbox View Post
    Its just hard to pin some test when you friends are saying "dude, you are going to look like a complete idiot if you gain another 20lbs"
    For me, the action IS the juice.

  8. man i miss m1t..... it was onyl one week but i miss it with test and tren ace ....
    ~ IRON LIVERô________ *[It's just advice man, that's all it is! You can take or do whatever the FCUK you wanna do!]

  9. I feel great! but I try not to make large gains that are too noticeable also. gaining 20lbs in 4 weeks is obvious what's going on.

  10. Quote Originally Posted by wastedwhiteboy2 View Post
    I feel great! but I try not to make large gains that are too noticeable also. gaining 20lbs in 4 weeks is obvious what's going on.
    Eating your vegetables! What else could it be??
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