Here's the deal: I have a little sister who's graduating high school this May. I haven't seen her in like 4 years, so I promised I would fly out and not miss this. I planned on finishing up a 15 wk cycle around that time, thinking I wasn't leaving til mid june.
I don't want to be feeling weak and emotional from coming off the juice when I need to be feeling happy and healthy for my family's sake since I haven't seen them in forever.
So, I feel like my options are:
1. take my last couple of shots with me --I'd be in top shape and feeling great during my visit, but with airports the way they are, the idea of getting on a plane with even a tiny bit of gear worries me.
2. cut my cycle a bit short and be on pct during my visit -- I don't relish the idea of being unusually moody or depressed while also possibly looking like I'm rapidly losing weight while seeing my family for the first time in years. Plus I'd really like to give longer cycles a try and I'm only going to be doing 1 per year, no matter if it's 6 weeks or 16, so if I DO cut it short and have regrets, that's it til 2010 for me...
3. Waiting til after to go on. That'd be postponing my cycle for 4 months, call me over eager but damn. Plus I'd love to go see them looking BIG and with a smile on my face, you know?
just a lot of moral dilemmas it feels like. I feel like no matter what I choose I'm either going to be sacrificing something or in the case of option 1 risking something.