Let me just preface this by saying that I am a stupid newb and really didn't know what I was getting in to. A friend reccomended me a certain anabolic that I know you all are sick of hearing about due to the number of threads I see on it @ 30 mg's a day (RPN Havoc). I am roughly 5 days in and I am experiencings better gains than I expected this early on, and overall mood is great. However, not having done enough research, I find myself without proper post cycle therapy due to the fact that I didn't know you had to have a SERM in addition to the readily avaiable OTC sh** like an AI. If I stop the cycle 5 days in, what are some of your opinions on whether or not I can avoid what you guys refer to as total shutdown? Should I just try hard to find some clomid or nolva, and if so what tree might I start barking up to try and locate it?