Serm + anticort (eg: x lean)
Hold off on the cycle for a while. Go study the post cycle therapy section. Also check out this webiste Post Cycle Therapy. You will need a SERM, but in my humble opinion you don't seem ready to do a cycle yet with your current level of knowledge. You need to really understand what is going on within your body and how to protect yourself, plus make sure you get the most out of your cycle. An improper cycle or an improper post cycle can really **** you up and leave you worse off than before.
I just completed a cycle of havoc and i'm currently using Nolva, Retain2, RPM, and milk thistle for my PCT. i did a 4 week havoc cycle (20-30-30-40mg) and i'm 1 week into pct. no probs so far, although my hair seems to appear a little thinner... but it's probably just "in my head". gained about 8-10lbs from the havoc and have continued gaining about 2 pounds in the first week of PCT so far.