Im 43, over 20+ years ago I used Anadrol 50 twice followed by some Testosterone Cipionate and Propinate. In all I "used" for not much more than a year, then was off of everything until now. So I know what STRONG STUFF is! Here's ONE BIG PROBLEM I found with this forum...everyone talks about the stacks theye on and their SERMS and their PCTs and their AI's and their......but no one really helps anyone figure out where to get anything! Its like everyone wants to give this great advice about how to stack this with that and use "X" as a SERM and soforth so that the next guy uses the right stuff, but when someone innocently asks "where can I safely get something where I dont have to worry about dying after taking one pill"? They get an answer like this "dont ask this crap here brother, read thru 2,000 threads and maybe youll hit the jackpot"! All this does is set people up to go and buy random things hoping its safe and works! Im guessing this entire site was to help people, not send them on dangerous goose chases?? I'm 43 and have used some very strong and legitimate stuff already...luckily bought it on the street (he approached me) and since then I have not found a way to find anything. I dont bounce around the gyms asking guys for juice. The Superdol I'd be taking is in a "supplement" called Titan. Ingredients are Haladrol 25mg, Epistane 15mg, LMG MAX 20mg, and Superdrol 10mg. The reason Im starting with this is because quite frankly I couldnt find anything else! If you recommend something other than this for starters, then what would it be, and where might I even begin to find it?? I'm not trying to sound like an ass, but for the most part Ive probably been training for more years than most of you have been alive, so why not give me some clues since my age is catching up with me here lol! Im not even asking for direct sources, just a little guidance so I dont have to read thru 2,000 threads here and still come up empty. If anyone here can help me just a little bit, Id be truly obliged! Would you recommend a starter, SERM, PCT, etc? Thanks guys!!