1989lifter
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Ok here it goes, I KNOW I ****ED UP.
i was 20 years old 6'3 216 lbs around 10% bodyfat, i did a PH cycle of xtreme tren for 6 weeks before 2009 summer. i had good gains, gained about 17lbs of lean mass, kept only about 7 pounds of it. all i did for pct was a test booster for a month.
2 months later i did another PH cycle of tokkyo test and anadrol i think its called. the cycle was 4 weeks long and i did it at the end of summer. had good gains, i didnt have a source for any serms so i took nolvadex xt by gaspari for a month.
another 2 months later i saw that i have a bottle of superdrol or whatever its called i cant remember, took that for 2 weeks because its all i had.
now i know i was completely retarded and probably still am but i need help.
my sex drive isnt the same, i barely think of sex, cant keep it up for long it goes half-half real quick if no stimulation is on it... if im getting it on it stays up a little longer but if i stop, thats it. i can get it up multiple times though, maybe low suppressed test levels??? what doctor can i go to to gt my test levels checked and about how much would it cost? do family physicians do these things?
i want to get blood tests done but all i have is about 100$ in my bank account, im broke, got layed off.
during all that time i did 420 every other day in very little amounts, now i stopped completely because i read that it suppresses test and increases some estrogen. i thought that probably added to me not recovering...
what do i do? is nolva/clomid or HCG going to help me? i know HCG is very expensive and i think all i can afford right now is nolva and or clomid. would a 40/40/20/20 nolva/clomid pct do it?
please i need some insight.
edit: at the most i was 228lbs at 9-10bf% i was never above 11% bodyfat. now i am down to 208 lbs at i think 9-10% bodyfat, i been training since i was 15 years old.
currently i take tribulus 1000mg, horny goat weed, t-bol test booster, and i did another bottle of novadex xt by gaspari. should i stop all these?
cliffs for those not wanting to read:
-did 3 short PH cycles in a 7-10 months period (had lots of drama going on and it ****ed with me emotionally, i wanted to let it all out in the gym and be all me)
-barely any sex drive
-ball size seem normal maybe slightly smaller
-cant have it hard for more then a couple mins
-need help
-been off since december 11th now and notice barely any change in sex drive, and its only been about a week since i stopped 420.
-want my random rock hard boners back at any cost. i dont care if i lose all my mass, my **** is more important to me i just wish my dumbass would have read more about it.
i was 20 years old 6'3 216 lbs around 10% bodyfat, i did a PH cycle of xtreme tren for 6 weeks before 2009 summer. i had good gains, gained about 17lbs of lean mass, kept only about 7 pounds of it. all i did for pct was a test booster for a month.
2 months later i did another PH cycle of tokkyo test and anadrol i think its called. the cycle was 4 weeks long and i did it at the end of summer. had good gains, i didnt have a source for any serms so i took nolvadex xt by gaspari for a month.
another 2 months later i saw that i have a bottle of superdrol or whatever its called i cant remember, took that for 2 weeks because its all i had.
now i know i was completely retarded and probably still am but i need help.
my sex drive isnt the same, i barely think of sex, cant keep it up for long it goes half-half real quick if no stimulation is on it... if im getting it on it stays up a little longer but if i stop, thats it. i can get it up multiple times though, maybe low suppressed test levels??? what doctor can i go to to gt my test levels checked and about how much would it cost? do family physicians do these things?
i want to get blood tests done but all i have is about 100$ in my bank account, im broke, got layed off.
during all that time i did 420 every other day in very little amounts, now i stopped completely because i read that it suppresses test and increases some estrogen. i thought that probably added to me not recovering...
what do i do? is nolva/clomid or HCG going to help me? i know HCG is very expensive and i think all i can afford right now is nolva and or clomid. would a 40/40/20/20 nolva/clomid pct do it?
please i need some insight.
edit: at the most i was 228lbs at 9-10bf% i was never above 11% bodyfat. now i am down to 208 lbs at i think 9-10% bodyfat, i been training since i was 15 years old.
currently i take tribulus 1000mg, horny goat weed, t-bol test booster, and i did another bottle of novadex xt by gaspari. should i stop all these?
cliffs for those not wanting to read:
-did 3 short PH cycles in a 7-10 months period (had lots of drama going on and it ****ed with me emotionally, i wanted to let it all out in the gym and be all me)
-barely any sex drive
-ball size seem normal maybe slightly smaller
-cant have it hard for more then a couple mins
-need help
-been off since december 11th now and notice barely any change in sex drive, and its only been about a week since i stopped 420.
-want my random rock hard boners back at any cost. i dont care if i lose all my mass, my **** is more important to me i just wish my dumbass would have read more about it.