kick start with anything u want.
Get whichever test is cheaper for you to aquire. Technically speaking you get more actual testosterone with test e than test c because of difference in molecular weight, not anything that would make a difference tho.
You will not get roid rage that is a myth, u will be more assertive and have a slightly shorter temper, but if u cant control that then u probably shouldnt be playing with any drug nevermind steroids. The only steroid i have ever noticed a real difference in aggression was tren, however this was also when i discovered it ****ed with my sleep so either could have been the reason why it got me easily upset.
The emotional sides will come with PCT (more accuraretly high doseages of clomid). write out ur cycle to get more accurate responses.