Your fastest weight is your best weight
Gear is addictive, in a way. It's just mental though (obviously).
I've been off for several weeks and am looking forward to April. I'm sure everyone here has the "I can't wait to get back on" mentality.
how bad is it off ccv ?
The slight loss in strength doesn't bother me much. The loss of size is expected. I kept a little over half my gains this time around, lost about 15% of my strength.
It's just the feeling of wanting to be back on and the lack of test in my system that made me feel really weak. I'm fine now.