Damn!! Feeling like joe pesci right now..was just on the toilet telling myself yeah mother ****er light weight come on!! LOL..Ridiculously aggressive right now it's like It peaks--then I go to like a weird anxiety/depressed and at night i cant sleep because i just want to deadlift plus some anxiety.. I'm on DTH/Ether atm..probably why but i've never had this much aggression from it before..probably because I started at 6 a day and today is my first day at 8 a day-only 3 days in

add in dtp thats intensifies it all tenfold

Need to get my anxiety in check before I add in anything more bro!

haha btw..i'm coming for that deadlift of yours..I want 500 by feb..not sure at what weight i'll be but just starting heavy deadlifts i got 385 at 155, looking for 405 next week...lets get it baby!!!!!!!

Originally Posted by Fatal Wisdom

Need to get my anxiety in check before I add in anything more bro!

haha btw..i'm coming for that deadlift of yours..I want 500 by feb..not sure at what weight i'll be but just starting heavy deadlifts i got 385 at 155, looking for 405 next week...lets get it baby!!!!!!!

Add in some phenibut, for me it completely shuts down anxiety. Just be careful using it in high doses or for long term.

oh wow, yea, if you have anxiety DTP will mess u up too. i dont have anxiety, never have, but there were 2 days in the month i started to get it, not a good feeling. if you could get 465 at that weight, it would be triple bodyweight. thats about exactly where my grip fails on deads, and i have to use straps. might wana move up only 10lbs/week instead of 20 just so u wont hit a wall as quick. i usually try 5lbs/week when im trying to improve deads and always make sure its only once a week