I'm far from natural, I've been using steroids for the past 11-12 yrs, now I'm on hormone replacement. If I could go back and do it all over who knows, I may have stayed natural. The money, legality, yo yo effects of my training, yea I may have reconsidered. But it is what it is and I'm on for good now and I cannot change that. But my hat is off to the guys who have chosen to stay natural, keep up the hard work.