not sure if its in my head... but my orgasms feel different (now that she assisted almost less intense...although ive been self "medicating" quite not sure if that it..
but before the orgasms felt crazy intense, totally spent..
also, im thinking i can last longer now too....

and how long until the memory comes back, i think its sharper, but id like more... however im just a corrections officer for the past 10 my mind is shut off...maybe thats my problem??